Does money make the world go round?


Troubled... ):


Nothing else but body aches.
):



ke wang neng you yi ge ren lai he hu wo...








Holiday = No holiday?

Another long day at parents' workplace.
What I can say is that... I'm drained. ):
Nonetheless, I'm looking forward to shop with my best shopping buddy tmr! Hee hee.
Hope we will gain something out of the day! The most important thing is to find our grad night's dress. Please let us find one that suits us!
The theme "colourful world" is so... erm... NO COMMENTS. Ha ha.


下雨天的宁静 是如此的... ...


My dieting plan is gonna start tomorrow! Target: 2KG...
Less carbohydrates, more fruits, water and exercise!
AZA AZA!!! (: I must hang on there!


Anyway, today really marks the end of my attachment already bcos I'm finally done with my final presentation and have submitted final report. Have also settled application stuffs. Finally can have a peace of mind.


I can't even do such a simple thing. Why am I so stupid?!? :/


忐忑不安
心无法平静下来...


A BIG SIGH ):
Shouldn't I be glad that it's finally settled?


What a joke?


WOW! :)

This is so unlike me. I managed to complete my IAP final report within one day. I started this morning and so called finished it just a moment ago. All I have to do is to polish it abit and everything will be considered done [excluding ppt slides of course, ha ha]. Have just sent to my supervisor for endorsement. I hope she won't get a shock out of it because I think ... it's rather draggy :/ But no choice, how interesting can a report be? Especially when it is kinda long....................... as long as a __________. Fill in the blank yourself because I don't know what to fill in either. Hee hee.

Btw, talking about the word "interesting", it reminds me of my colleague. She told me a funny story of hers when she was doing co-calling. This is how the conversation goes:

Her: Hi gd afternoon, I'm calling from XXX. My company actually provides security management services to ...... Can I speak to your boss?
Potential customer: Err, wait ah, I ask my boss.
Her: Alright... [Waiting, holding to her phone]
Potential customer: [Comes back with the reply] Sorry, my boss said he is not interesting.
Her: Oh okay, thanks, bye... [Wanted to giggle but controlled herself & thought to herself, "how interesting can your boss be??"]

Hee, the end of the story...

Initially I thought I would be a happier person if attachment ends. But ever since it has ended, I've been feeling so gloomy. Finally after today, I feel a little happier because more or less I have completed the stressful report and I'm quite productive in a sense. Wanna thank all my friends who have shown concerns :D Just to let your know, I'm feeling better already.


Prolonged problem: Strained my neck and shoulders and now I'm feeling the pain AGAIN. This is bad ):

Oh oh, I actually quarrelled with my bro in my dad's van yesterday. It's always over the same few issues. Stupid. But one good thing is that, we always manage to reconcile after about few hours of cooling down. Sometimes even more fast, like just a few minutes? Ha ha.


Umm, so late already. Didn't realize. Gonna turn in soon 'cause tmr have to wake up early! Also, Gleneagles' appointment tmr @ 2pm. )= Worried...


Anyway, goodnight to all!!


Beyond control,
Tears just rolled down my cheeks...


Thanks Wei for calling me. I'm glad and at the same time surprised to receive your call. Nonetheless, I just wanna thank you! :) At least I know you care. Had a great chat over the phone just now and don't worry, I'm feeling better already. Hee.



P/S: Have finished all my weekly reports today. Gonna START on my final report soon which is like so late already. Time is running out...


Terrible feeling :'(

Why can't you guys just let me do my report peacefully?!
I feel so irritated and vexed because of your naggings.
Just leave me alone can? I just want to do my work peacefully.
Hates staying at home nowadays...

Yeah, I know my parents are in need of help. I wanted to help so much but how do your expect me to complete my weekly reports and final report in such a short time. You guys wouldn't understand bcos your are just so ignorant. I dislike helping out but everytime I will go and help out bcos I have no other choice either. Bcos there are no other ppl who are willing to help so I have to. And bcos they are my parents so I have to. I always make complaints but I still go eventually. But please look at the situation now, is school work more important or helping them out is more important? Only know to nag and nag and nag, do your know how terrible I feel now? Do your how guilty I feel now? And do your know how stressful I am now? At the same time, your also want me to achieve gd results in my studies. Don't your think you guys are expecting too much?

So what, perhaps to your, I'm just a bloody unfilial daughter of theirs.
Frankly speaking, I have already tried my best throughout these few years.
Since young I've sacrified most of my free time by rejecting my friends when they asked me out, by sacrificing my sleep when I just wanted a good rest and by squeezing all my schedules together [be it sch work or anything] when I actually can have more time to do. I just want to have more time of my own and gain more experiences. Am I in the wrong?

Nobody would understand how I'm feeling now. This feeling sucks totally. )':


Upside Down

My life is in a mess! ):
I'm so lost...
I need someone by my side to guide me along.
I'm so vexed...
I'm so unhappy...
I'm so... HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII )':




Sick & tired. I just wanna get out of here.


): ): ):

I think I'm feeling too stressed up already. My period has been late for 2 weeks. ):
Stressed over making university choices and over my attachment reports. I still haven't complete my weekly reports and have not even start on my final report. Where has all my motivation gone to? Sigh.
Tmr is the last day of attachment. Of course I'm very happy bcos this is a day where I have been waiting for long. But at the same time, why do I feel so lost?




I need a compass to direct me in my life...


Lunch

Lunched with the CEO, Director & Marketing Manager @ the American Club's Liberty Lounge. Initially I had a lunch date with my Marketing Manager only. But no choice, the big boss last minute asked my manager out for lunch too and so he asked me to tag along. Was feeling rather uncomfortable throughout the lunch. Bcos you know you know... he's the big boss man. Ha ha. Although quite uncomfortable but I think he's a nice person. Can see that they tried to engage me into their conversations, which I really appreciate.
Anyway, the food is good and expensive! I had the monkfish wrapped with bacon. :)
It was an experience for me bcos I didn't have the chance to go such places and it was my first time being there. Hee hee.


I think... it's love at first sight? Have got the urge to get his no. !


P/S: My cookies just failed to meet the standard.


The unexpected


I saw him today.
I'm just too shocked to react.


WHY & HOW ?!

Why are things always clashing together? Why everytime such a coincidence?
Why everytime like that? How do your expect me to multi-task when I'm really busy with important matters? How am I going to make my choice? How am I going to finish my report & presentation slides? How am I going to focus?
I really hate it this way! Hate it... ):

I'm not a superwoman.

MENG
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she's hoping for a miracle to happen :)








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