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Saturday, June 28, 2008 1:13 AM

Slack, slack, slack

Super slack week. Ha ha ha. I feel so guilty bcos I did not touch any of my assignments!! Omg, I need motivation. Can anyone just motivate me ? =/
Although slack but I still felt being pressurized by my family. Sigh. I don't want to be compared with others.
Received FD result today. Did pretty well for that. Ryan called me a nerd. It's okay man. I rather be a nerd than a idiot who knows nothing about it. But, I don't admit the fact of being a nerd okay. Aha. There's nothing wrong with striving for good results. I'm willing to do my best to strive for good results not only for the sake of myself but also for my beloved parents. But, I don't admit the fact of being a nerd okay. Ha ha.

Uh, anyway, today is kinda relaxing. PRI tutorial class = No PRI tutorial class. Lol. Bcos the lecturer allows us to leave super early. Very slack. Of course very happy that we can leave early lah... So went to Atrium to get my favourite ice cream! =D Yummy~
After which headed to parents' workplace. Helped out and we(referring to parents, grandparents & I) had Curry fish head for dinner! It's been a long time since we really sat down to eat together. But, brother is absent bcos he went for his NPCC camp which is at Pulau Ubin. I think he's over-committed to his alumni thingy already. Hai. He is always busy with all kinds of stuffs. Sometimes I don't really know what he's doing.

I think... I'm recovering from the bad sore throat soon! HA HA ;) BUT now I'm having a cough ):

Gonna turn in soon. Having a tight schedule tmr. Lols.
Going jogging at the Stadium with Ting in the morning. Followed by meeting up with dx to spend the voucher at Takashimaya bcos expiry date approaching soon. Then then, rush back by late afternoon to go help out at parents' stall. Not much choice left bcos Dad always leave mummy alone at work on weekends. Argh. Dreaded it.

Omg, It's 1:09 AM now. I don't wanna be a panda for tmr. Hmmm, I think that's about all. Goodnight [:

Thursday, June 26, 2008 9:33 PM

I'm struggling.
I'm trying very hard to step out of my comfort zone but I just can't do it. Hai

Still having a bad sore throat. I feel ill. ):

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 12:04 AM

*Yawns* Doing MOL questions now. Long time never touch it already. Hee hee. I smelled dust & rust. =P
Anyway I think today's DOES class passed quite quickly. Normally I'll doze off in class one but today is an exception. Lols. Oh ya, today is also Ci Min's B'dae. HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

I'm trying to keep myself busy all these while. Waited damn long for the bus, dreaded it most. The feeling of going home alone sucks. Met Raven by coincidence! Ha ha. He's so fit. So, okay back to topic, right after school, I headed to parents' workplace to help out.
That's about all for today.

Tmr I'm having my first IS class(Speaking with impact) at 8am. Which means I have to wake up very early. Sad case for me. In my class, I think I'm the only one who chose this IS module. Ha ha. Wondered what kind of ppl I will meet in tmr's new class. Hopefully I will meet nice ppl and lessons better not be too boring for me!

Having a bad sore throat nowadays )=
Gonna turn in soon! GOODNIGHT [:

Monday, June 23, 2008 9:04 PM

Monday blues ):
But it's okay, Ting said she's gonna share her happiness with me bcos her TV repaired already! She too happy for words. Ha ha.

Lessons were boring boring boring !!!!!!! And I'm kinda disappointed with my ECONS CT result. Below expectation. Sigh :/

Another thing is that, aerobics class was cancelled today. Sian diao. But gd news is that this term we're doing Yoga. Ha ha. I want to stretch stretch and stretch and more stretchingsssssssssss!

Nothing is cheering me up for today. Things weren't going smoothly. The only gd thing is that I had grilled fish baked rice at alumni during lunch. Lols. This dish made me feel so sinful can. So much cheese, so cheezy... Calories... Omg!

Oh no, have to mug for QAS soon. Test is on this friday. But seriously I'm not in study mood. I can't concentrate.
LOL. I just check MeL. I've gotten the date wrong! It's on the 4th of July!! Which means I have more time to study. Ha ha. Great man. Made me stressed for nothing.
And and.. EM3A assignment dateline is postponed to 15th of July. Woo hoo^^

I need more time.. I can't catch my breathe bcos time is passing way too fast.

A happy woman is one who has no cares at all; a cheerful woman is one who has cares but doesn't let them get her down.- Beverly Sills
I want to be a cheerful person, but the problem is, can I do it ?

Sunday, June 22, 2008 4:07 PM

As usual, I totally stayed at home on Sundays. Whenever I'm at home, I can't stop my thoughts from running wild. But as compared to just now, I'm feeling better. Just now I was having a slight headache. Sometimes I would feel that life is rather meaningless. But sometimes things turn for the better side. Hmmm, it's really so unpredictable.
Anyway, wanna thanks Ting & Cas for accompanying me that night ! Also wanna thanks Cas for helping me out with the blog layout.
I really really appreciated it. Hugs & Kisses to you guys:)
School's gonna start tomorrow. Dreaded it. I feel so slacked for these two weeks of holiday bcos I did not complete any of my assignments. I was spending most of the time at my parents' workplace. I love spending time with them but I dislike doing the stuffs. So boring.

They made use of my weakness. :/
Hmmm, I really hope to go somewhere else to let go of some things and to relax my heavy mind.
Maybe a place which is like a paradise .. ? Ha ha. Hard to find.

Saturday, June 21, 2008 1:28 AM

I deserved it .
This is the first time I felt so hurt .
This is also the first time I took so much courage & initiative to want to achieve something .
But the outcome was so unexpectable for me .
I shouldn't have put so much hope into it .
I thought ... ...

Indescribable feelings at that moment . I felt a knife stabbing my heart .

They say that nobody is perfect . Then they told you that practice makes perfect . I wish they'd make up their minds . Wilt Chamberlain

Wednesday, June 18, 2008 8:32 PM

Yooooooooo Hoooooooooooooo !!
MY BLOG IS SO...
D.
E.
A.
D.

:/ Where's EVERYBODY ?? :'(
Where am I ?? Why am I here ??

Sunday, June 15, 2008 9:43 PM

Long time nv meet up with all my dear friends already so...
Met up with Cas on wednesday. She & her bf sent me home. Thanks :)
Today met up with Ting and Shirley. As for Joanne, we only met up for a short while cos she's meeting Adam. The five of us caught Kungfu Panda, by coincidence. And also coincidentally, we sat in front of them. Hmmm... Movie was okay but... ....
Got few photos to update but I have no mood AT ALL and also too lazy to upload.
No matter what, I'm glad to meet up with all of them.

我看到你的时候依然会心跳加速
我有很多话想跟你说能否给我机会

Tuesday, June 10, 2008 10:42 AM

Somewhere in the heaven ? Somewhere I would really like to go... :]

Will be going to Gleneagles Hospital for some kind of vaccination injection later. :/ Scared leh, I'm scared of injections. Lol. And it's going to cost me(not me actually) few hundred dollars for just one injection. Heartpain for my mummy. HA HA. So ppl, its best to be doctors n dentists. Not only you can save many many ppl, but also can earn lots & lots of $$$. Ha ha.

There's 2 types of people. Those we who come into a room and say, "Well, here I am!" and those who come in and say, "Ah, there you are.".- Frederick L. Collins

Sunday, June 08, 2008 12:40 PM

Watched A Moment to Remember on Friday night at Channel U.
Such a sad, romantic & touching movie. The OST also very sad one ):
No such guy exists in real life. But I still like to watch this kind of Korean movie very much ! Ha ha.

There's actually quite a number of movies I wanna watch recently. Who wanna watch movie ?

因为健忘，我爱上你。
也因为健忘，我忘记你。

Thursday, June 05, 2008 12:19 AM

I love the rose design which were printed on my house's curtains. Rocks.

I was revising through my FD notes when I saw this and it reminds me of .... I couldn't help but think of .... I'm sry. Things were no longer the same. Why do people change so quickly ? Many many thoughts crossed my mind at that point of time. I thought of my b'dae for this yr. I thought of how and who am I going to spend with on that day. Sigh. I really couldn't control my thoughts. My minds will go wild even for just a little while of solitary. I don't want to be affected, so I slept earlier than usual on that day. But, I couldn't get to sleep.

Took all these photos out of boredom while preparing for common tests. Ha ha! Please do bear with me okay. It's been centuries since I posted photos up. But posting up all these photos is also a way to tell you guys that I'm still alive. LOL.

OKAY, this la bi xiao xin is super cute. Found this on the chair at atrium. HAA. DX & I thought this is very ko ai so we played with it. (^,-)

I can finally say goodbye to Common Tests! WOO HOOOOOOOO!!
Ha ha. Had my last paper today, which is FD. Pretty okay. :)
Anyway, I'm feeling better now as compared to last last few days already.
THANKS TO THOSE FEW WHO REALLY SHOWED CONCERN TOWARDS ME. I'm not going to name who you are, but you guys should know who you are.. Hee.

Last week Yeng pa & I was planning to go Tioman Island during the holidays. She suggested that first and at first I was quite surprised to hear that. Just the 2 of us. Sounds romantic huh? Ha ha. But, plan was cancelled bcos my mum doesn't allow me to go. She thinks it is too dangerous for just the two of us to go. Ha ha. Life in here is too stressful so I'm dying to go overseas for some relaxation. I want to go back China, go Corea, Japan, Taiwan, Hong Kong, Australia, New Zealand & lots and lots of countries!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhh :/ Sigh.
I preferred a 2-persons overseas trip bcos it will be more carefree and easier to make decisions and communicate & etc. However, I've never experience that before. I only kept telling myself that I must be more independent. Lols. I have the urge to go overseas now!!!!
I'm so so looking forward to it but when will that day come ??
And so now we're thinking of where we can go. Must be cheap, fun & safe. WHAHAHA. ^^

Btw, today after test, we went to find Richard Chia regarding about the China OIP.
Things are still not confirmed yet. Hmmm, hopefully...

Will be going back to sch for the make-up course =) Ha ha. I guessed it would be fun!

Frankly, I feel that I have lose contact with quite a number of friends already. Sad case. Peng you shi zhe yang, jia ren ye shi zhe yang. Perhaps I'm too sensitive bah. Hopefully again..

If you wish to travel far and fast, travel light. Take off all your envies , jealousies, un-forgiveness, selfishness, and fears. - Glenn Clark

Tuesday, June 03, 2008 5:06 PM

FD FD FD FD = FAIL & DIE -.-
Lols. This module is super boring !! Arghh
Anyway, I've completed revising topic 1. 1 topic out of 3 topics. Whahaha.
2 MORE TOPICS to study and I think I can fall asleep soon.

Just now I read a very sad de online story. Sobs )': So touching ! The main female lead died. Wu wu wu.. Here's the link of that story. http://universalbuddy.tripod.com/story.htm
Titled : Story What I Did For Love

still can't get over you.. )': i'm in deep pain but who knows it ?

Monday, June 02, 2008 8:35 PM

ECONS paper for today.
2 more papers to go, which is EM3A and FD. Aza aza !
But not really looking forward bcos thursday have to make an IMPORTANT DECISION !