HaPpY cHinEsE nEw YeAr... :) Feeling so bored...hmmm...don't have the CNY atmosphere at all nehx...went to watch "I not stupid too" at 12.30pm at golden village...The movie was simply great! I recommended all family to go and watch...will get to understand teenage better...lol...Funny...and...in the last part of the movie..it was so touching.This movie is so real...all the things do happen in real life..First time i cried over a movie...There's one sentence tt gave me a deep impression.."I just want to buy 1 hour of your time..." hmmm...tt was so true...if i can buy as many hours of HIS time just to spend wif us,tt would be good...hais... :( yesterday i was so disappointed...AGAIN...at about 12 plus...couldn't sleep and so i msg ting...waited for her reply but she didn't reply..while waiting i fell asleep...woke up at about 1.40am...and went back to sleep again...today HE went to that place again...and now he's gone again...i don't give a damn..i am just getting tired of all his craps...calling...msging...all this had made me so tired... [posted at 10.55pm]


Tired tired tired...woke up at 5am...this morning my mom returned to china le...sob...i cannot go.First period of lesson was biology...ms judith showed us the photos tt we took yesterday.She bought us sweets and chocolates...so good..i want the photos ASAP...hee.She also showed us one video!Damn funny!!!LMAO...whahahax..laughed till tears rolled down my cheeks...very funny..it's a short video recorded by hong liang...the main"zhu jiao" is chze hao...haha.He was shaking his legs then hong liang took tt down as video without chze hao knowing...haha.Then,while recording,hong liang made the sound effect which is" yao ya yao ya yao ya yao... ..."!Lols...so funny sia!after tt chze hao turned arond and hong liang stopped recording liao...haha.During physics lesson...i wanted to fall asleep liao...cannot tahan man...so sleepy.After tt eng is free period..haha..we got back our spelling results..i have got 17/20..hee.Then,about 1005am go recess till about 11am...went to hall for the CNY and hari raya concert...adam and a malay gal were the MCs...haha.A while later they asked qns...nette was being sabo..haha..she hid behind me then adam asked wad's her name...she said"meng zhen"...dots.. -.-"'..haha...then others really thought is me...the modern dance was great... :)everything was fine...haha...after that took bus home liao...waited for the 4th bus then we boarded..bcoz the previous buses were occupied fully...hee. [posted at 4.37pm]


=.= why is the photo of the formation of "4E1" so small??haiyo..
depression... :)
Yoo hoo... Yeah!lol..
4E1's class photo...smart bah? whahahax..
Class photo taking today! :) hahaha.The fun shot was messy! but tt's good..haha.Then, we kept using ms judith's camera and hong liang's to take photos...the whole class did all sorts of poses...Lols.Got 2 photos is the formation of the word"4E1",very interesting nehx.There's oso another one which we all act act depression...Hahaha...damn funny...i felt like laughing when taking the photo of tt...Lol..When we all acted depression,ms judith stood in the middle and laughed...Then,ms thia helped us took tt photo..After that oso got some special special de poses such as we snatching the soccer ball...haha...many many photos jiu dui le...We used 2 periods of bio lessons to take all sorts of photos..Hmmm..will try to get the photos and upload them...Hee...after sch lots of time was wasted at the conference room at level 4...joanne and i waited there stupidly..haha..but nvm...we spent the time chatting on the memories tt we had...sad memories... :( went home at about 4 plus...cntinued chatting on the bus... today is mei mei's b'dae..wished her happy 3rd birthday... [posted at 8.30pm]


I will not make the same mistakes that you did.
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery.
I will not break the way you did.
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far.
Because of you.
I never stray too far from the sidewalk.
Because of you.
I learned to play on the safe side.
So I don't get hurt.
Because of you.
I find it hard to trust.
Not only me, but everyone around me.
Because of you.
I am afraid.
I lose my way.
And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry.
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh.
Every day of my life.
My heart can't possibly break.
When it wasn't even whole to start with.
Because of you.
I never stray too far from the sidewalk.
Because of you.
I learned to play on the safe side.
So I don't get hurt.
Because of you.
I find it hard to trust.
Not only me, but everyone around me.
Because of you I am afraid.
I watched you die I heard you cry.
Every night in your sleep I was so young.
You should have known better than to lean on me.
You never thought of anyone else.
You just saw your pain.
And now I cry In the middle of the night.
For the same damn thing.
Because of you.
I never stray too far from the sidewalk.
Because of you.
I learned to play on the safe side.
So I don't get hurt.
Because of you.
I tried my hardest just to forget everything.
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in.
Because of you.
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty.
Because of you.
I am afraid.
Because of you.
Because of you...
[posted at 8.38pm]


Todae we had 4 periods of PE!haha..bcoz mdm shuryati was absented.Thus,we requested to have PE for the 2 periods of chemistry practical lessons.We ran our 2.4km run and i have got 12.29 mins...hee.My face was very red man...Damn tired...don't know why today i ran till so xin ku...all the while, my hands were so cold & i felt like vomiting =( We played captain ball for the 2 extra periods.So funny & fun sia...haha...there's no boundaries for "out" so all of us were like chasing the ball like don't know wat nehx...LOLS.After recess,jason made me do 30 push-ups sia...*arghhhh*...Lessons were fine... =) Hmmm...went to Bugis with caslin...went there specially coz i wanted to buy a pair of shorts which cost abt $35.90 ...caslin wanted to buy the Puma bag which cost abt $29.90...and when we managed to mai dao...Whahahax...but mine looked different from the one i have seen..Lol...i liked it lots man!~haha...we "sa jiao" to the person then she counted me $34...whahahax...she very friendly nehx.Then, we went to Icon...it's just opposite swenson there...Reached home at about 7plus...wo jin tian hen kai xin =DD [posted at 9.00pm]


Todae i was so sleepy during biology lessons...not only i am sleepy, is almost everyone in the class...Then,ms judith tried all means to wake us up...Haha...all thanks to her then i became more lively.The A MATHS test was HORRIBLE! haha..to me lah...After 2 periods of Amaths and 1 period of E maths is recess...just feeling very tired... =( 2 periods of Eng and ms yeong was absented...A relief teacher called ms song came in...After tt is about 1 & the 1/2 period of MT...sianzzz...Today the assembly is for all levels...it was okay...quite interesting..haha..its just tt the guy sitting me is so noisy... -_-"'..and...there's kind of a weird smell from that direction...stinks man...nette oso smelled it... Hmmm...tml there will be PE...and if got PE means got 2.4 trial run...Haha. JIA YOU ORH, HUANG MENGZHEN!!!~ [posted at 4.50pm]


WISHED THAT I'M GONE FROM THIS MOMENT ONWARDS...NO MORE WORRIES...NO MORE...JUST DISAPPEAR INTO THE SPACE... [POSTED AT 11.23PM]
















Today for the last two period of sch,we do not have lessons...went to hall to watch the art of star wars..sianz...Hiee...todae went Bugis with nette and caslin.Shirley,caslin and me took taxi from school gate there.. to home coz the bus haven't come and even if it comes,it would still be very crowded.So i reached home before 1pm.I met caslin first bcoz nette still at home.Then about 2 plus, nette reached cwp.Then we took MRT to bugis..We had KFC at there...Hee..Lots of nice and new clothes..We fancied a top when we first reached there...so we bought it.I bought a white colour de.Nice & sweet! haha...Then we walked walked...bought many things...I bought another purple top and a black coloured skirt.Hee..Caslin and nette bought many things too.Hais..i saw a pair of shorts which is very beautiful and i liked it alot! But..it's too expensive le..so i did not buy it..Then we went to take neo-prints...got one extra de A5 size...NICE!So tired...we walked till leg suan suan...Haha.Shopped till about 7 plus then took MRT back to cwp.Accompanied nette to buy dinner and caslin bought too.When i reached home, it was about 10pm.Haha..."jian dao ni zhen kai xin"..."ni ren zhen hao"...WHAHAHA. Wo hen kuai le...Those are nette's favourite words..Haha...I really had a fun time... [posted at 11.03pm]


*yawn* so sleepy...want to zZzZz le...the nanyang poly's open house was boring.Ms judith said must KLKK...LOL..Haha...mayb all the things i'm not interested bah..We were dismissed at about 1.30pm and gathered at the admin centre there at abt 1.40pm.Haha...Sec 4E and 5N except E2 all got go...Oh ya..one gd news for miie! whahaha...i received the photos that i went to the citizenship presentation ceremony liao...my family members oso received...Haha...That's all liao. [posted at 7.20pm]


=) Everything in my surrounding is changing and the ppl around me is changing too.My life is different.U'm loving my life more and more.U'm falling in love wif 4E1.Haha...simply loves this class.I wondered why?I think the bonding between us has oso grew stronger.Recently,lessons were getting more and more interesting.Thus,the days passed quickly.Not as bored as b4 le...haha.And...i love all my friends!<3 Whahaha...next week my mum and aunt will be going to china le...i will miss them de! Hee...friday will be going out to shop for chinese new year's clothes...looking forward to...Btw...Tml we will be going to nanyang poly's open house...Hope it won't be bored...Haha....will post more on tt when i reach home. [posted at 6.05pm]



Today's A-MATHS test was bad. Mei xi wang le... Haha.But before the test, the day was fine.The assembly was for upper secondary.It's some sort of "lame" drama.Ms judith was absent so we had 2 free periods.Hee..and i used the time to revise my A-MATHS again.Hais...i'm so disappointed in myself.Btw..today we had just finished watching the movie"Dead Poets Society".The movie was great, motivating and touching.I will remembered 2 words very clearly.They are"CARPE DIEM"--->SEIZE THE DAY. =) [posted at 7.27pm]


A-MATHS...A-MATHS...A-MATHS!!! *argHhHhHhHh* i spent half of today's time revising A-MATHS.And now my brain is in a BIG MESS.I'm going bonkers bcoz of this subject.Tml there will b a retest for those who did not do well in the '05 EOY exam.Sad to say, i'm one of them.Haha...i want to PASS.I simply don't like this subject but i also don't want to give up.
I went jogging in the morning at abt 6 plus...wif my mom.Hmmm..there's nth much for me to post le...sian. [posted at 8.09pm]




Today's CIP was fun,tiring and needs a lot of patience to wait for the truck. Our grp had finished collecting the items at abt 12 plus.We did block 646-648.Most of the residents were very friendly.Our grp spent about 4 hrs waiting for the truck.Very angry coz waited for such a long time.But, cannot blame the truck driver lah..coz the truck is very small.I thought it was the green activists' fault for planning such a lousy route.I was wrong and i'm sry.By right, we should be dismissed at sch at abt 2pm.But,in the end..all of us were not dismissed as a class bcoz we all finished at different time.So...we need not go back to sch le.We went separate ways after the truck had loaded the recycable items onto the truck.I took 912 to look for shirley and joanne.They were at causeway.They had waited for me for many hrs le.Hais.Then went to guardian to buy medicine for my mom.After that,we went home le.Actually wanted to go to partyworld de..but its all my fault.Coz i ended very late.Hais.Oh ya..btw...this morning when we were walking to sch along vista...got one auntie asked us abt the CIP thingy..Then while chatting wif her , her slippers the strap dropped.So we offered to help her take her things till her block there.Haha...Hmmm..doing a good deed especially early in the morning, really gave me a great feeling. =) Hais...heard tt my cousin in china is not feeling well..and...i'm worried abt her.I'm sad.In china...lol..how i wished i could fly over and visit her. ='( [posted at 8.37pm]


Hmmm...recently got sore throat.
So tired.
Tml got CIP to do.
Collection of recycable items from unit to unit.
Hope it will b fun.
But i'm sure it would b tiring.
Hieex... Btw,today measure height and weight.
Why am i so short.Sob...
I want to grow taller.
Hais.
This week learnt many things.
Some interesting knowledges.
Nth much to elaborate le.
[posted at 5.18pm]




Hais.
I'm feeling so bored!!!~
Damn bored.
[posted at 8.15pm]


Today was a tiring dae for me.
My brother and i cleaned up the bookshelves.
So tired.
After that, i did my homework.
Hais.The A-MATHS i don't really know how to do.
CUT my thumb again.Sob sob.
It was a big cut.
All bcoz of the frizzy drink can de fault.
Hais.
Tml must go sch again.
[posted at 7.39pm]





Today was fine.
Hmmm..when we were having lessons,we saw lots insects flying in the sky.
But don't know wat insect lai de.
Haha...most of us was being distracted during english lesson.
During recess, we saw two persons destroying the bee hive.
But, lessons was quite tiring nehx.
Today de assembly was for all levels.
Everyone had to squeeze in the hall.
Then,after that ting and me saw mrs haikel.
She called us over then told us that we have been chosen to the NEA interview.
Two gals and two boys.
Councillor meeting was bad too.
Hais.Hopeless liao.
Hmmm..today whole day very cold.
Raining for almost the whole day.
Sian.
Btw, tml no sch!
Yeah!
Haha...
[posted at 6.29pm]




It's being raining from yesterday till now.
SoOoOo cold.
Nothing special about this weekends.
Just doing homeworks.
So sian.
How to work at a smile?
I just don't get it.
Hais.Still thinking over that.
Haha.Felt so stupid.
Btw...i am in band 2 for Eng.
Our band name is called "MOLEY."
Our group name is called "CATZ".
I <3> band 2.
Hmmm...finally same band as ting.
Can be together for few periods.
Hahaha.
Chinese for the time is band 1.
Mayb next week will know our new banding.
Perhaps i will go band 2.
Haha.
[posted at 8.59pm]




*ArGhHhHhHh* finally my blog got links liao but then i accidentally delete away my tagboard..WTH...wHy things just can't b complete..Hais.Sian diao...Now i'm damn bored!!!~what am i gonna do for the rest of the few hours??study?The moment i see books i wanna fall asleep liao... Sian arhx...mY life is so boring. [posted at 1.36pm,saturday,07/01/06]


Today celebrated Shirley and Alicia's b'dae together. =]
Abt 1 plus,Shirley & me went to cwp de Swenson to collect e ice cream cake.
Shared the cake with some ppl.
Then,about 3 plus went home.
Damn tired liao.
Saw some "crazy" gals on the bus.
Sec 1 nia...already like tt liao.
Singing and cheering on the bus.
OMG...tHey are so irritating.
Hais...wanna fall asleep liao.
Coz today got PE so very tired.
Byebye... [posted at 4.25pm,friday,06/01/06]


Heex...today got CIP after school for secondary 4&5...Our class de blocks were from 644 to 664...hmmm..we were divided into groups...The group i am in got 2 gals( including me) and 3 boys..MJ.JW.Zulhilmi..Caslin and me...We were supposed to go to 653,663 and one more block i forgot which one liao..haha.Tired nehx...heex..but it was fun and we gained another interesting experience...going door to door to give out flyers to the residents...at that time the sky was already raining..heex. Some did not open the door although they were in...Some opened and we had to say"hi..gd afternoon...we're from woodgrove secondary...bla bla..on the 14th of jan we will be here to collect items for recycling...bla bla..thank you =] "haha..like that lor...we had ran out of flyers before we could give out to the last block which is 663..Thus, we have to wait for ms judith to give us flyers..then we saw many teachers in a car and oso cc and ben ho..haha...abt 6 plus...we were dismissed...After that went cwp with caslin and had fries at mos burger...then i reached home at abt 7 plus..At that time i was very tired liao..heex... that's all... [posted at 9.54pm]


Today is cca open house day..boring...haha...but i laughed a lot..hehe.


Hii..anther year has passed and here comes 2006!hehex...Today will be a new starting for all us to go to sch...a bit sian hoh..haha..coz got lessons..Hmmm..nevertheless...Let's all work hard fOR this year's O-LEVEL examinationzzz.Whahaha...Okie?? [posted at 5.40pm]

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