my way, your way.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009 6:18 PM

My choice

Very soon, I will have to make a choice of my life again.
I hate decision makings. You'll never know whether you have made the right choice. And most probably you'll regret after some time if it's not the right one for you.
I have given up hope on myself many years back. Didn't know I will come so far.
I'm always scared of stepping out of my comfort zone. Now that I'm reaching another stage of my life, it's really worrying for me. I feel uncomfortable having to be immersed in a new environment again.
Sometimes, I will try to find excuses for myself. But this time round, I'm not going to.
I guess I have to be more independent. I can no longer rely on anyone...

Friday, December 25, 2009 10:24 PM

命中注定

遇见，选择，失去，承受，后悔，再承受，自责，觉悟

明明已经想通了但思绪却又被今天的事扰乱

一切都太迟了我怎么那么傻两年后的今天才发现

我的心有如刀割那种感觉好痛

大哭了一场诉苦了一场畅快多了可是心中还是无法原谅自己

晓甜说得对也许我面临的这一切都是命中注定的

为什么当一切已经结束了今天才发现因为是注定的

为什么当一切已经结束了你依然不责怪我对我还是那么好因为是注定的

为什么当一切已经结束也不可能属于我的我还牢牢的捉住因为这也是注定的

谢谢晓甜的那番话我觉悟了决定不被命运牵着走我会放手的

也谢谢你让我体会到这一切对不起让你承受那一切

但我想我已经无法敞开我心中的那扇门了真的好难

时间是我最好的解药来安抚自己

为你而哭的最后一次....

Monday, December 21, 2009 6:59 PM

Unwell.

Just woke up from a short nap. Heavy head. Dizziness.
Am on a half day medical leave. Went to see the doctor after work because I wasn't feeling well.
Since I got nth much to do in the office thus I decided to apply for the MC.
It's also a good excuse for me to getaway from the office that will bore me to death.

Saturday, December 19, 2009 1:29 AM

Another Friday.

The watch that Brother bought for me from Taiwan. Snoopy -.- Ha ha

Bentosssssssss, red apple w/ grape yakult :)

Yummy yummy. Carrot w/ grape yakult. I think it's quite healthy? Haa

CM was having the idea of wearing it in BJ. Ha ha, a bit the high but it's alright. Actually I think it's rather cool~

Our attempts to capture the words "FOREVER 21" failed. -.- Damn funny, I had to tip-toe so much like??? LOL

Still didn't manage to capture the bigger words. Ha ha. But anyway, the FOREVER 21 at Somerset 313 @ was huge. 4 levels! =) Can't take our eyes off the outfits...

Am so addicted to shopping!

Dined with the rest [MY, Seok, JX, Winson] at Taka's Ajisen. It's been long since I last tasted the Tom Yam Ramen. Love the taste. I headed straight home right after dinner. The "self-taking" photo session was funny. Ha ha. Photos are with MY. Will upload them provided that I got the time and am not lazy. And of course firstly I need to get the photos from her. (:

Town is totally crowded. The lightings are really beautiful. It's such a pity that I forgot to bring my camera!! Before X'mas approaches, I'm gonna find one day and go down to take some pretty photos.

I just realised I have not been blogging for 1 whole week which I find it quite amazing. Ha ha.

Saturday, December 12, 2009 6:59 PM

Thoughts across my mind

Initiatives?

Perhaps in the first place this is not where I should belong.

Friday, I'm in love

Work was fun because today CS department closed - 1 on leave, the other 1 on MC. Ha ha, so only left me. Then sales department only got Rochelle, the rest all went out. We had an enjoyable time chatting about some stuffs during lunch. Discovered a big secret of hers. I was the 1st to know. I'm glad that she trusted me. Anyway, it was indeed a very interesting & dramatic story. Admired her character & courage and I think she's really humorous. Can translate her story into scripts already. Lol.

Met up with CM for a quick dinner @ Far East. The service was prompt & the steamed chicken rice tasted delicious. :) As usual, we shopped around after that! Ha ha, it's always good to do so. Although didn't manage to buy anything but at least we had a great time catching up.

Had supper with mummy & grandfather @ 304. Ordered hor fun for grandfather. Mummy & I shared san lao hor fun. The food tasted normal. The quantity was too much! I feel so bloated.

Called brother just now. He's now having fun in Taiwan with one of his colleagues. I'm so jealous ): Mummy brought up a random topic of going Philippines for 3 days & 2 nights during X'mas. The main purpose is to visit my biao jie who's working there.
I think it's a rather good idea because I get to stay away from S'pore again. HA HA!
I'm in love with travelling! But it takes both money & time... How good if I'm uber rich?
Anyway, I told her about my post-graduation plan. I even emphasized there will only be 2 of us going & she gave her consent. Hee hee, which means... CM, we must be well-prepared. :]

His desire, her desire, our desire...
Don't you?

Thursday, December 10, 2009 9:44 PM

I'm starting to panick.

Wednesday, December 09, 2009 10:19 PM

Uncle met with an accident in China today.
Heard that he had about 10+ stitches on his head.
Like quite serious. Worried for him. Sigh.
Although I wanted to calm my family down but in the end when I talked to him over the phone, my heart was racing.

Life is really unpredictable. You will never know what will happen to you the next second.

Tuesday, December 08, 2009 10:30 PM

Met up with Ting for dinner yesterday.
Also caught "2010" with her & her family. Great dinner & movie!
Thanks for Ting's sis's cardigan! :)

Work is okay nowadays. At times, I will feel pressurized when the Marketing Manager assigns me tasks. I realized she's actually quite fussy towards very trivial matters and is very impatient. She has the final say in things and she won't be bothered to listen to your explanations. No choice, she's the boss what. No wonder her subordinates like it when she's not in the office.
Was kinda surprised that CS is protective of me. They didn't want Sales to bully me. Ha ha. Feels great because at least there are people who care for me in the office.

Am coping well with my braces. I'm regaining my appetite gradually.
Noticed a bit of changes but perhaps I'm just thinking too much?
Today Bably said my face has become sharper. Made me so happy! Ha ha.

Sunday, December 06, 2009 10:41 PM

I just read a post from somewhere that has a similar story as mine.
Similar to the extent that I'm speechless.

Great minds think alike...

A Summary

Well, here's a summary of my current life.

I'm already used to everything...

Photos:)

Ke En. So cute right!? Chubby chubby! Ha ha :D

Met up with CM on friday :)

Still can see the gap of my teeth -.-

Look at her expressions... LOL

Thursday, December 03, 2009 11:12 PM

Catching up

I feel that I'm very talkative today but mainly because it's a joyous feeling to see so many familiar faces! :D Met up with the dearest [Cas, Ke En & Wee]. Ke En is reall cute!! But she kept crying when she saw us :/ 怕生... Sadded, I only got to carry her for a short few seconds when she's about to go home. Will try to visit her more often to pei yang gan qing. HA HA.

Such a coincidence, happened to see dear Ting, Noris, Qin Bin, Jian Wen, Jason, Chiu Hwa & Ting Hui !! OMG, I'm really exhilarated to see all of them. Causeway Point is like our territory! (: Feels like back to Secondary School life. Too bad Wei didn't join us. Miss all...

Work is busy but somehow I'm already used to it. No matter what, everyday I still look forward to knock-off time. Ha ha! About 2 more months to go! AZA AZA!

Will be looking forward to all the meet-ups with my friends =)
Gonna treasure them more bcos I realized life is unpredictable...

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 10:10 PM

Meet up with CM for dinner :) As usual, complained about work & talked abt some XXX stuff. HA HA! Looking forward to Friday!
Also went back to the clinic to get the ulcer cream. It was crowded man.
Happened to see Dr Wong, clarified something with him & I felt relieved! :D
Thank you him... (:

To my surprise, my weight has gone slightly below 45!

Tuesday, December 01, 2009 10:03 PM

Pain, discomfort & hunger ):