Alright, right now I'm preparing for Monday's ECONS paper.
I'm not mentally prepared for the fact that I'm facing lots of pressure. I feel even more pressurized than in the past because now my parents are placing most of their hopes in me.
Frankly, I'm pretty worried for all the common tests because the modules are rather new to me. Wish me lucks okay! SIGH :(

Stressful days, please go away ! Shooooooo !!



Solitude...


There's always free cheese in the mouse traps, but the mice there ain't happy.
-Anonymus


他们 又吵架了

这次吵得更严重了

我真的厌倦了

她 哭得好伤心

我 也是

哥 也是

我们眼眶里的泪 不受控制的流下来

我什么话也无法说出来

对不起哥 原来你有这么多烦恼

而我却不知道 也帮不上什么忙

你说的那一番话 真的让我觉悟了

谢谢你 谢谢你一直保护我 谢谢你为我所做的每一件事

谢谢你为我着想 谢谢你什么都为了我好

谢谢你那么疼我 我很内疚 因为我什么也没为你做 )':

对不起 我是一个失败的妹妹

今天我们大家把话给说白了 希望以后不会再像今天这样了






-破碎的“孟”


Omg. I'm so giddy right now.
Stressed up ! >.<
I need a good rest but time don't allow me to do so..
Why can't we have 48 hours in a day ? I don't expect much, just give me 1 more day's time.


I really don't know what else can I do.
I've tried to accommodate people around me but no one seems to appreciate it. :(


Just now went to Holland V to do the ColdRock interview. The boss was very ambicable. She was kind enough to spend some time with us despite her tight schedule. She even treated us ice-creams :) So nice of her. Hee. The interview & video-ing was a smooth one.


Yesterday DX and I went for the ACE THE INTERVIEW Talk. The 3 speakers were all graduates of NP. Priscillia was one of the speakers. She managed to get a place in NTU business course and she had lots of interview experiences. Omg, as compared to her, I felt so inferior. She's so knowledgeable. Lol. Her GPA is 3.991. She applied for 3 scholarships and she received 2. After the talk, i think... she really deserves our admiration. Ha ha. The impression that she gave me was some kind of career woman. But after the talk, I feel that it is not easy to get a place in the university and also to get scholarships. Overall, I find these talk quite useful :)



Contradictory. Should I go or should I withdraw ? Sigh...
What should I do ? I feel so vexed ! Arghhhhh


I've got an unlucky premonition..






I'm feeling much better after chatting with my CAT friend who have been with me for 5 yrs, 5 months & 22 days. Mind you, we communicate via cat language!
Thanks my dear. HA HA. I think we really sound like great philosophers. :p



Anyway, I went to visit my breadtalk colleagues after FD project discussion. Had a good chat with them. However, it's quite sad to say that most of them have resigned. I only saw few familiar faces. I realised that I have not seen them for around 1/2 a yr already. Omg, time flies man! I promised the next time I go, I will buy them chocolates, ha ha.



Like what mummy said : 我觉得她离我越来越远了。
I replied: 是啊 我早就这么觉得了。不只是她，我也觉得每个人都离我们越来越远了。



Cheer up my dear mummy! If you feel vexed, I'll feel vexed too. If you're sad, I would also be sad. So regardless of what, stay happy for the sake of me ok! No matter how hard is life, I'll always do my best and be by your side. Love you so much so much so much so muchhhhhh! =)



And to someone, I would like to say, "I no longer can trust you bcos u disappoined us time and time again"...



I don't want to think about what will happen in the future. That's too unpredictable and scary.


Business Etiquette & Image presentation was okay and today is also the last lesson for this IS module. I will upload few pictures if I manage to get them. :)
Anyway, just now went to Holland V to do the video & interview for PRI project. But unfortunately, we didn't manage to do so bcos Settlers' staff don't allow us to do so. Never give us face sia :/
So we left that and went to have our dinner~
Recently we have been talking about deaths, like how we want to pass away & after we passed away, where will we go? .. We also wondered when the world is coming to an end. In life, there are so many doubts with no accurate answers..
Hmmm, quite a sad & scary topic... I'm just so curious about these.
Then, headed to ColdRock. The people there are much more friendly and cooperative. The person-in-charge gave us two namecards.
Not long after that, we left Holland V.

Come to think of it, it's been a long time since I went for jogging.
Drained..



I'm so stressed up now !!
Overloading of school works make me go bonkers..
There's tutorials, mini-projects, major projects & e-learning activities.
Today is the BC Day. Argh, I rather attend lessons than doing all these shit stuffs. >.<

And bcos I'm overloaded with e-learning stuffs, I can't go my parents' workplace.
I didn't mean to show attitude to my grandfather but.. I just did that. Sorry~
Hai, I'm filled with guiltness. Not my fault ok :(

Class tests & common tests are approaching. Oh my god, I realised I know nuts about my lessons. Wo de si qi jiu kuai yao dao le.

Anyway, my group has completed doing the IS project. Tmr is the presentation day !
So nervous can~~~
Hope things would not be screwed up at the last minute. *PRAY HARD*


Wasn't feeling good yesterday bcos something happened. I'm used to it and tired of it already.
What else can WE say to you to wake you up ? Can you please tell US ?


四川地震



昨晚看到了一则新闻，超感人的。

有一位妈妈为了保护她几个月大的小宝贝，牺牲了性命。

在她死之前，她用手机打了一则短讯。

上面写着：

亲爱的宝贝

如果你能活着

一定要记住我爱你！

这是她想要转递给她宝贝的信息。

宝宝很幸运，安然无恙的，在妈妈的怀里睡着了。

但令人遗憾的是，妈妈的怀里一点也不温暖了，而是冷冰冰的。

我都快哭出来了。

母爱真伟大~

唉。。

死亡人数一直在上升，

但这些都不是我们想要看到的。。。

我们想看到的是 生存者的人数能一直上升。

这几天我都在追看新闻，也每天读报纸，

看到那些地震后的画面，那些废墟，

看到死神夺走了很多人宝贵的性命，

有些生不如死，受伤的受伤，逃命的逃命，心里真的感到万分辛酸。

同时也觉得自己很幸运，能生活在一个很安全的国家。

我也发现了一样宝贵的东西，那就是“人间有情”。




我真心为四川的灾民们祈祷~

希望大家能平安无事，坚强的度过这个难关。

What MengZhen Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

伤感的一天


Today dongxuan told me something shocking. A prediction.
Both of us hope that it will not come true, hopefully it's just an UNACCURATE prediction.
I really hope & prayed that it is not true.
I'm going to look into this matter and do some research on it.
Worried. Heavy-hearted.

Today is also the 1st time dx teared in front of me. If she didn't tell me about her troubles, I wouldn't have know that she's feeling this way now. I guessed she must have kept to herself for quite some time already. Glad that she talked to me...





I'm also a person who's afraid of death.


Phew. I've finally completed filling up the OIP application form. I'm going to submit tomorrow.
Kinda looking forward to the trip so hopefully I'll be chosen. The same goes to dx & the others! (:
Just now went to take passport photos(so ugly man bcos yesterday slept late then got dark dak rings ha ha) & after which headed to parents' workplace.
Anyway, I think my weakness is being indecisive. Die.


Oh ya, next week would be quite slack for me bcos...
mon: public holiday
tues: no sch cos got the business don't know what thingy
weds: IS day. Got presentation, just get it over and done with. :]
thurs: QAS E-Learning & PRI E-Learning, thus no lessons for these two modules. Only left with 1 HR of DOES and EM3A respectively.
fri: QAS E-Learning & PRI E-Learning again. FD E-Learning too. So FRI=NO SCH!





Exhausted.
Gonna turn in soon~


DOES, QAS & FD KILLS .
I know nuts about these 3 modules :/


Rushing through DOES & QAS tutorials 2&3 BUT the big big problem is that I don't even know how to do. DIE DIE DIE. I'm so stressed up with all these nonsense now..
This semester is killing me with me all these quality stuffs.


It's near 1am already. If I still don't turn in, tmr I'm going to turn into a PANDA bcos class starts at 9am. Hate it. Bus is always damn squeezy if I'm gonna attend 9am class. ARGH! And I also will doze off during lessons if I don't get enough sleep. This is horrible man.

The earthquake in SiChuan killed so many people especially students.
I teared when I watched the news and read the newspapers. They are really very poor thing. Sigh. Mummy intended to do make a donation too.
Hey guys, if your parents can, please persuade them to help out with some donations too !
Even if it is a few cents , that would be enough. It is always the heart that counts and it meant alot to those who really need help. Thanks..
Like what Li Lian Jie had said, "All of us are living together in this earth, so we are all considered a big family. As a big family, we have to help one another". He said in mandarin. I roughly translated his words to english.

Life is so fragile.


I find it so hard to get together :c


Went to lib today. It's being a long time since I went there. It is always so occupied. There's Alvin & I. Adam & Ting Hui came later. Stayed there for quite some time. Left around evening. Sat down at civic's mac for a long long time. Hehe..
We cracked lame jokes & slacked there. I know I'm very slow :p but I really had a good time laughing & joking around. :D Thanks guys.
I hope we can meet up more often like today.
After which, we headed to cwp to buy mother's day gift. Bought birds' nest bcos didn't really know what to get for mummy. And I met cas by coincidence! woo hoo (:
Anyway, they accompanied me till 8.30pm. Then I went for piano lesson and they left. Hee.
I'm enjoying the lessons. =)



A bit sian cos tmr got econs quiz. Still need to bring the lappie. So heavy!
But I'm quite looking forward to the body works' class. At least there is something for me to look forward to. (^.-)V


Happy Birthday Stephanie!


HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mothers in this world! :D



Hugs & Kisses to you, my beloved beautiful mummy! I'll protect you till eternity for you're everything to me. Love your dimples too:)

You raise us up..Hee.


















Study Trip to South Korea (6 days)
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China(WuHan) Overseas Immersion Programme? (2 months)



I can only make one choice between these 2 choices. :c
I wanted to go Korea once more but both trips are during sept.
I think most probably I'll choose OIP bcos can exempt 1 core module + 1 IS module. But this is not the main reason why I chose OIP... it's not abt that, there's more to it.
I WANT GO Korea Korea Korea :/ When I first heard of this study trip I got so excited but here goes my chance again.. sigh.
OIP 2 months. I told mum & dad abt it. Mum asked, "How am I gonna live during these 2 months?" ^^
There's so many places I wanted to go. Places like South Korea, Japan, Perth, Paris, Australia, New Zealand & etc. Ha ha. I know I'm being greedy but just let me be. Hee. Bcos it's kinda impossible for me to fulfill my dream of going all those countries.


A touching love story...

有一个女孩和男孩，他们都以为对方不爱自己了，他们开始不停争吵。

终于有一天男孩对女孩说 我不爱你了，女孩在想那他都不爱我了我又何必爱他，然后女孩哭着对男孩说正好我也不爱你了。

男孩说那我们分手吧，就在这时天空开始打雷下雨。

男孩像以前一样很自然的把女孩拥在怀 里保护她！这是女孩在想男孩可能是爱着她的；

不然他也不会像以前一样保护自己，男孩也在想女孩也是爱着他的；

要不然她不会流泪，就这样他们有幸福在一起了... ...





Mother's Day is approaching. Bro & I still don't know what to get for mummy. We were thinking of getting her some tonics but not very sure what kind of tonics will be the most beneficial for her. Hee.


The best thing to hold onto in life is each other - Audrey Hepburn


Hey FREN, friends are not for you to make use of.
I know your are making use for me. You sucks.


E-Learning for IS today, so no sch! Just completed the webquiz for econs. Ha ha ha ;)
But it seems that I'm having "holiday blues"? It's always like that when I have free time. My mind will go wild, really really wild...as wild as the jungle? Lols.
I just feel so stupid right now.,.
我不想长大...
I didn't know that the course I chose will AFFECT me so much until now then I realised it,,,
whose gonna save me?



I'm feeling so damn bored nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!
Can anyone hear me? :/


Oh my god oh my god oh my god!
Actually.. nth much.
I just couldn't concentrate on my studies. ):
I have no mood to do my econs tutorial.
This morning was a bad starting for me... hai.
All u guys cared are them. What about me? Have u guys share a thought for me?
Come on, it's only an exam. Why kick up a fuss over it? As if it's the world's most important matter.
I was still asleep & I heard someone waking me up. Brother.
He said lots of things : xxx xxx xxxx xxx xx ... I replied reluctantly : What else can I say?
Do I have a choice? Sad to say, no, I don't.


I'm nt looking forward to next week's schooling days.


Woke up early in the morning to acc aunt & cousins to the polyclinic. Good news for cousins bcos they've recovered from HFMD. So toh hong can go back to school for his mid-yr exam which starts on next mon. Today his eng teacher was nice to ask whether it is convenient for her to pass the wksheets to my aunt. That's so nice of her :)

And mentioning abt this, I've came to recall something horrible. Which is... my pri sch eng teacher, Mrs Tan. The tigeress. I still rmb her horrendous look & voice which can give me nightmares. She was classified under one of my MOST UNCARING & NOT UNDERSTANDING teacher. Hua cheng hui I also won't forget her. Lol.

Okay okay, enough of her. *Shivering* ahaha.

Back to today... haha. Upon returning from clinic, I practised my piano and slacked for a while. Then, headed to parents' workplace with xiao jiu. Damn bus took so long to come. Getting more and more impatient over that. :/ Anyway, helped out till night and it's like I've just reached home nt long ago. Ho ho ho.

I was feeling quite tired & a bit of moodiness when helping out bcos yesterday night nv sleep well. I was having stomache in the middle of the night so I had to visit the washroom quite a number of times. -.-'''
I guessed I've eaten too much food for the day. Eh, I ate fruits, dinner, my favourite tidbits and meiji aloe vera yoghurt(1st time I ate this, not bad leh! ^^)...


Hmmm, anyway, just now I was blog-hopping and I saw some pics of someone. I just wanna say, my mind & heart don't feel good. Sigh..
It's already week 3 but I still have no mood for studies. ):




Decide that you want it more than you are afraid of it - Bill Cosby


Everything has changed...
Things were no longer the same ):


Life is so fragile..




Just read a email about abortion of babies. Omg. Those photos were so... ... SIGH. They're so poor thing. I really hate those who are mothers-to-be to do that to their babies.

MENG
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she's hoping for a miracle to happen :)








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