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Sunday, March 30, 2008 2:04 PM

No piano lesson for today.
It's a slacking day for me.
Rotting at home now...
Boring,
lifeless,
moody...


Super sad can cos yesterday at my parents' workplace, got one person said I looked like PRIMARY SCHOOL KID! Hurt my heart can. T_T Then got another person thought I 14 0r 15 years old. Anyway, I'M USED TO IT ALREADY cos they are not the 1st & 2nd person who said that. Sobs. I can't remember how many ppl said that before already. Lols.
PLEASE LAH! I think their eyes paste stamp sia.



I wished the rainbow appears at this point of time to cheer me up ):



I shall put a FULL STOP to my silly thinkings,
because...
I just realised that NOBODY CAN BE TRUSTED EXCEPT YOURSELF.




Saturday, March 29, 2008 9:45 PM

我想 我已经对那个地方和一些人产生了感情了吧
想一想 我也在那里呆了好长的一段时间了
可以说是在那儿长大
虽然说 有很多不愉快的事发生过
但现在想到都要各走各的 真有些难以形容的舍不得 不自在 闷闷的
不应该是这样的
可这种心情却产生了 我好讨厌这种无法改变事实的感觉
我觉得很可笑
明天.最后一天.说再见






不要对我太好
要不然我会. . . . . .


Wednesday, March 26, 2008 12:16 AM

I'm feeling much better but sad to say... ... ... ... I've lose my voice. =.=
But I guessed tmr I will be fine. Hee^^
I had a hard time communicating with the customers. Ha ha.
I've met few interesting customers these few days. So funny lah, they made me laugh non-stop..
This is what I do everyday, leave house @ around 7am & reach home @ 10pm.
Phew, damn tiring. How long can I take it??
I'm just so worried that the renovation plan will be delayed for 3 months. This shouldn't be happening!! Haiyo.
If that's the case, I'll die. Lol.


Oh ya, tmr is my IS enrolment appointment. Brother is gonna do it for me bcos I can't make it for the appointment at that time slot. I must get the 2 modules I want!!! ;) Bro, jiu kao ni le!


Good night people, I need to zzzz le. Battery level = low... + WARNING! Aha!


Sunday, March 23, 2008 5:25 PM

I'm sick, having a bad sore throat & my nose is blocked. ): Have been sneezing since morning. Running nose. This is what I dreaded most. But there's no way I can prevent it.

Later got piano lesson but this week I did nt practise much due to the fact that I've been busy helping out at my parents' workplaces. I really find it very tough to tend to two stalls at a time. Now then I really know how tough their work is after I have experienced it by myself. It pains me to see them working so hard. It is really very xin ku..
I wanted to help them so much but sometimes I just don't have the energy to do so. At that point of time, I feel so helpless bcos I can't do anything to change the current situation. Sorry mummy.
They decided to work everyday. Omg, everyday. Wondered they can take it or not, especially mum. Sigh.
And and some of the customers are really really very difficult to handle, ridiculous, stingy & calculative. No no no, I should say MOST of the customers. No wonder my mum slimmed down so much and can't gain weight. But regardless of what we still have to tolerate them bcos "the customer is always right."

After next week, I would have more time to practise! Yeah! =)
I can't give up and I'm nt going to, I'm gonna perservere.

Btw, there's something I want to mention. This week's BTE(Beautifying The Environment) was cancelled. Tuesday's one was cancelled bcos of the heavy rain. But that happened only after we've reached the sembawang beach. So we still managed to meet up with the sec sch students. They are like problematic kids. I met this SL, a NP QME post graduate, waiting to be admitted into university. (: We had a short chat. I was very curious about her 3 years poly life and so I asked her many questions. Haha. She was nice to answer my questions. Aha. It was pleasant to meet her. Somehow, she gave me hope. ^^


Saturday, March 22, 2008 11:52 PM

One more week to go!!
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU~
Hmmm, don't know what to blog leh. Haha.
Just wanna say this week is a very tiring week for me & its quite happening for me. It's like phewww.. I'm glad that it is coming to an end. Lols.


Wednesday, March 19, 2008 1:12 AM

It's not cool at all when that sickening blog template is not working well.
I don't know why it suddenly malfunctioned till all the entries can't be seen.
I've changed 3 TIMES of the templates but there are still trival problems with them.
WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYYY?!? >.<
I'm so irritated by it!
Although there are still quite a number of flaws in this skin but it's the most acceptable & presentable I've found tonight.
So GUYS, pls make do with this skin for the time being okay.
Actually I intended to blog about what happened today but since this thing is not cooperating well with me, I shall blog another day if I've got the mood/time/energy to do so. Tedious week I have...
For now, I really don't have the energy to carry on already.
Goodnight ppl~








This was what I found just now when I was searching for a better blogskin...
turn up the music,
forget today,
and hope for a better tomorrow.



Monday, March 17, 2008 11:19 PM

今天的我 伤衡累累 精疲力尽


Friday, March 14, 2008 11:52 PM

Exam results were released today.
I did pretty well but as compared to last sem, my results worsen.
I don't know whether I should be happy or sad.








I'M SO TIRED & VEXED.


Wednesday, March 12, 2008 10:20 PM

Rainy days please go away~
Rainy days please go away~
I don't really like rainy days anymore.






SHE said : 每次付出的,我们从来就不要求能得到什么回报...
There was silence. I kept quiet because I was speechless. But my tears wanted to flow down very badly...
Each & everytime I tell myself that I'm gonna give them good days as soon as possible. This is the promise that I gave them and I will do my best to fulfill it regardless of what.





Give me one friend, just one, who meets the needs of my varying moods-Esther M. Clark


Monday, March 10, 2008 11:02 PM

Things that you can never UNDO















Sunday, March 09, 2008 12:06 AM

Munching on to a GREEN apple now. Full of regretfulness !!
My jaws are like gonna dislocate like that cos the apple damn hard... to me.
I can't eat hard stuffs and I've already tried my very best to aviod them.
But sometimes I just can't resist.
I've been eating awful tasting medicines since last year jan. Stopped for quite some time but after that continued to eat. Actually I'm very scared. Worried that one day I might just lose the ability to pronounce & speak properly. My bro kept scaring me with his words. Some bro he is. This is no joking matter okay.
):




Not in very good mood in the day(maybe due to lack of sleep, haha!), but something cheered me up when I attended my piano lesson. Ms Tan said that I can just skip grade 1 and go for grade 2! Most probably nt so soon yet but I can say my confidence was boosted up. =)
Meng, Aza Aza!





Never part without loving words to think of during your absence. It may be that you will not meet again in life - John Paul Ritcher


Saturday, March 08, 2008 12:47 AM

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Headed to parents' workplace early in the morning. I gave a sigh of relief when there was no sight of traffic jam YET. Phew. Helped out till 1 plus then rushed home to shower and prepare. After which, I went to interchange to meet wee, kelly, ttl & jaslyn. The others met up with us shortly after. Too bad net can't make it. Sigh. Bought bbq stuffs, prepared, BBQ, games [fun yeah!^^], slacked. In between, cas left =c Saddening cos I bbq marshmallow for her she don't wanna eat. Lol. Malnutrition already lah. Anyway, cheer up OH! And when dawn was approaching, most of us were drained. I slept for a short while. Checked out @ around 11am? Had mac for lunch. Aha.



Caught "10 000 BC". Movie was nt bad. But hoh, the sound effects yi zhi xia dao wo. Jin zhang sia. Lols. -.-'' Air-con super COLDDDDDDDDD. Almost freezed to death in the cinema. Btw, if possible, I wanna catch Step-Up 2.
After movie, headed home. Still nt tired wor. Haha. After I reached home for a short while, i started to feel tired & sleepy. Heavy head. But I didn't go to sleep la cos I think it's a bit waste of time to sleep in the day. Don't know why nowadays I will think like that...
So around 7+ pm acc mummy to cwp to buy her hp's batt. Then, go relatives' houses. Home sweet home, had late dinner and here's the panda who is blogging right now.



Oh ya ya, the piano tuner finally came and tuned my piano lah! Actually I was quite irritated with him bcos he was supposed to call me up two weeks ago! So inefficient!!! But still glad that he finally turned up. Haha.



Last but nt least, I just wanna wish weiwei a very HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! Best wishes to you my girl & hope u enjoyed at the chalet.. =)


Will update with few photos if I managed to get them..Gonna turn in soon cos tmr celebrating mummy's 40th birthday in advance!




People do change but they don't change from good to bad or vice versa. They changed when they picked up good or bad habits. Try picking up good habits or kicking away bad habits. Take note, the content in both are supposed to be the same - DREAMengg




Wednesday, March 05, 2008 1:56 PM

Just finished watching "My Girl". The ending is so unexpectable la. I can say this is the best and most interesting ending I have ever seen after watching so many Korea dramas. LOLS. It's linked to "My Sassy Girl, Chun-Hyung" !!!
HAHAHA. Bth sia. Damn funny... Jae Hee, my idol ^^
Anyway, "My Girl" is a nice Korea drama toooooooooo :)
Watching Korea drama is like part of my daily routine liao. Haha.
Nowadays my life is so lifeless & boring la.
My daily routine: morning wake up, eat breakfast, practise piano, slack till late afternoon then go help out at parents' stall, help till night, reach home shower, watch tv or use lappie watch dramas and zzzzz. Standard one. Totally lifeless.
Wa lao eh, ever since that terrorist escaped away, custom everyday traffice jam.
Caused so much inconvenience to many people INCLUDING ME.
I take bus go my parents' workplace but then most of the time ended up walking there... all bcos of the jam la.
Will be getting back results on 14th of march.
Yl will be getting her 'A' lvl's results this fri. Hmmm..Gd luck to her.
Time flies, she's going into University soon. Frankly, I envy her.
Don't even know I have the chance to get into University or not sia. Sigh~
Anyway, I gave up the opportunity of going for the OIP. Don't really feel like going.


Sunday, March 02, 2008 4:34 PM

I asked myself, where do I belong?


i’m just who i am.


MENG
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she's hoping for a miracle to happen :)


tell me.




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