Princess Lulu (:


Nowadays i always 8am wake up one. Standard one. Hahaha. So weird sia. Morning went to my mum's workplace to helped out.
Today also got helped my mummy to fried the "he bao dan". ^^ Saw Aiwee and friends. Haha. Headed home around 3 plus nehx.
Missed few calls and saw few messages. Most of the calls and messages are about the field trip to Korea. Hee. I guessed they're just as excited as me. =)
*Phew* I've just finished packing my luggage. Sweating man.
Haha. Know why or not? Cause too excited liao. I also have a feeling that i forgot to bring something but just don't know what's that. My luggage got nothing much inside but it just looked so BIG. LOLS. How how how??? Damn excited and EXHILARATEDDDD!! ((: Wo zhen de hao kai xin, hao qi dai. *smiles*
Heard that the weather at Korea is now between 8 to -1 degrees celsius. SO COLD COLD~
=.= Now my home so noisy because of my brother la. Using a stupid thingy to communicate with our neighbour who is just staying under the storey below us. So lame can. Haha. Can't stand them sia.
Oh ya, tml my brother will be accompanying me to the airport. I'm glad. (^.-)
Today my nose have been giving me troubles. Hai. Hopefully when i go korea, i would not fall sick. ): *Praying*
K la, have to go off le. Brother want to use laptop again. Hee.
Watching tian wai fei xian now. Nice!


So innocent...
So sweet...
So beautiful... (=

Weakness Or Strength

Sometimes your biggest weakness can become your biggest strength. Take, for example, the story of one 10-year-old boy who decided to study judo despite the fact that he had lost his left arm in a devastating car accident.
The boy began lessons with an old Japanese judo master. The boy was doing well, so he couldn't understand why, after three months of training, the master had taught him only one move.
"Sensei," the boy finally said, "shouldn't I be learning more moves?"
"This is the only move you know, but this is the only move you'll ever need to know," the sensei replied.
Not quite understanding, but believing in his teacher, the boy kept training.
Several months later, the sensei took the boy to his first tournament. Surprising himself, the boy easily won his first two matches. The third match proved to be more difficult, but after some time, his opponent became impatient and charged; the boy deftly used his one move to win the match. Still amazed by his success, the boy was now in the finals.
This time, his opponent was bigger, stronger, and more experienced. For a while, the boy appeared to be overmatched. Concerned that the boy might get hurt, the referee called a time-out. He was about to stop the match when the sensei intervened.
"No," the sensei insisted, "Let him continue."
Soon after the match resumed, his opponent made a critical mistake: he dropped his guard. Instantly, the boy used his move to pin him. The boy had won the match and the tournament. He was the champion.
On the way home, the boy and sensei reviewed every move in each and every match. Then the boy summoned the courage to ask what was really on his mind.
"Sensei, how did I win the tournament with only one move?"
"You won for two reasons," the sensei answered. "First, you've almost mastered one of the most difficult throws in all of judo. Second, the only known defense for that move is for your opponent to grap your left arm."
The boy's biggest weakness had become his biggest strength.
Unknown


Another meaningful and interesting story. (:
Feeling much better today. Hmmm..thanks to those who cared. Xie xie ni men.
Oh ya, i haven't pack my luggage sia. Maybe tml then pack bah. Haha.
Korea sure got many shuai ge hoh. haha. a bit excited to that. I also will look at shuai ge de hor. Whahahax. =p
I realised that tian wai fei xian is quite a nice show. ((:
Watching jue dui superstar now. Sian.




I'm sorry. There's nothing i can do.
I hurts me to see her in this state.
Please do not cry, if not i would cry too.
Sorry. So sorry. Dui bu qi. Wo wu neng wei li.
I'm such a failure.
Kor's message hit me so hard that i really sat down and think through.
Ya, i have to learn. This is the first time he told me this. Hai.

Wo de xin zhen de hao tong...hao tong.

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Dui bu qi. I can't do anything.
I'm at a loss.
I can only hid and cry in the room. When i opened the door, i can only pretend that nothing had happened. I can only pretend that i know nothing. I can only pretend that i don't mind the things going on...


Before holiday, many things were planned. haha. But only few were carried out.
Quite disappointed la. At first thought i could go out and work but in the end never.
But helping my mum is also considered working bah.
Working at her stall is like...hmmm...damn tiring because there are lots of work that need to be done. This also can't be helped la because there's a lack of worker at my mum's stall.
So, i have to helped. But there is advantage la. I can do whatever i want. I can crap to them also. Haha. Hopefully my mum and dad would be more cheerful with me around. LOLS. Seriously i'm so envious of you guys working sia. [:
Eh, just hoping that by next year i would have the chance to find and have a job of mine. ((:
And...i'll try not to rely so much on my brother le.
Many things i relied on him..so let's say if one day he's not at home for a long period of time or what..i sure cannot get used to it de lor. Haha. My family also replied on him a lot de lor.
When he's not at home, i just feel so bored la because no one nag at me. =p
Can't do without him. HAHA. I wanna thank him for everything. Since young, he's the one who help me, protect and take care of me. The reason why i said all these is because recently he's being quite busy and often not at home. Hee. Miss him nehx. (= This is the first time i said all these about him. Lols.


These few days feel so vexed sia. Hai.
I can't wait to go korea so that i can enjoy myself.
And...hopefully all my troubles would just fly off in the wind and disappear into the air.
I'm left with tuesday, wednesday, thursday and FRIDAY would be the day...FLY TO KOREA! (=


imu
i miss the show "LIVE".


ARGH. Simply too BORED man! Majority of friends are working. Haha. How good if i can work too. Hai. It's just too bad... >.<

A Cry for Help

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, and all of the others, including Love.
One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left.
Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No I can't..There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place for you here."
Love decided to ask Vanity, who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder her name.
When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Love, realizing how much he owed the elder, asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?"
"It was Time", Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
Author: Unknown


Hmmm, i think this story is quite interesting. So, just sharing with you guys. [:
Enjoy the story huh. =D


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Lalala~ HAO WU LIAO. haha.


OMG! I've just watched the 6.30 pm news.
Guessed what? A pregnant lady in China went to the toilet and then gave birth to the baby. But she didn't know that the baby came out. She thought she just wanted to go to the toilet and poo poo. And the even worse thing is that, the baby fell into the pipe leading from the toilet.And stucked in there! POOR BABY! Can you imagine. So ke lian...Omg. The rescuing of the baby was a difficult task.Luckily, the baby was alive, however, in a critical condition. But now saved.


Another news is real amazing. A BABY was found IN THE STOMACH of a NEW-BORN BABY!! Oh man, this was really a SHOCKING NEWS!
Just sharing with you guys. (=

I'm real bored now.
Although there was some unhappiness just now, but i guessed the matter has came to a rest for the time being.


I'm really scared..so scared that one day i might lose either one of you.
Why is there always no trust when rumours is heard from those IDIOTIC BUSYBODY PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY THAT STUPID GUY! Trying to break up people's family? It's none of your business at all. Just get lost. You're hurting the person i loved so much. Once she's hurt, my heart would feel the pain too. ):

It's you who SPOILT MY MOOD totally!!! Idiot.

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I am suffocating. I need someone to confide in...
Getting so tired of all these nonsense.
I just want to have peace in everywhere i go.
Be it at home, school or outside...
And i really hate to see anyone quarrelling.
I'm at a loss... )=
I want peace.
I feel like smashing the laptop into 180 pieces.
I feel like destroying the things in my sight.
But i can't...


Yesterday watched princess lulu till about 2 plus. HAHA. skipped few episodes because it's getting more and more frustrating with few evil characters doing evil things. Thus, i watched the last episode and went to sleep. Whahahax. The last part so funny and sweet. ((= Happy ending. Lalala~
Before that i watched the "chong shang yun xiao" in channel U. The pilots uniforms looked so smart man!! Haha. And the only girl pilot also very smart sia.
For this morning, went back to school for the briefing in the AVA room.
Ms Chee and the tour manager came and brief us on some of the main things to take note of. So much things to take note of. Lol.
Hmmm, haven't buy scarf and gloves. Haha. Wished to buy a hat too.
So excited and looking forward man!! ^^
But heard tt the weather would be between 4-12 degress celsius. It would be very cold nehx.
Another thing which made me super high is that, we'll be going to one of the top Universities! ((:
WONDERING...
about everything in South Korea...the uni students' life and bla bla bla. =D
Hopefully it would be a very very good experience. *Smiles*
I also hope to learn more about their cultures and other interesting things.
Whahahax!!
Guessed this field trip would also be very fun bah. Hee. (^.-)


What i want is only AN EXPERIENCE, nothing else.
But it seems so difficult and far to achieve.


Drifting further and further away from me... )=


Yesterday night i was watching the "PRINCESS LULU" but halfway through the show, i fell asleep. That was about 1 plus le. Then when i woke up it was already 4 plus.
Sad la, haha...cause i forgot i watched until where le. LOLS.
However, don't know who helped me closed the tv le. Haha. These few days darn tired la. Haven't had a good sleep since after the 'O's. *yawnssss*
Today went to Lot 1 de Kbox. Sang and sang and sang...wooo. So irritating la. Few guys in rm 26 kept hanging around the corridor. Modelling show ar? =.=
The air-conditioning in the kbox hoh, so cold man! *Shivering*
Then, ate at food court and walk walk at there.
Haha. Now then i realised Lot 1 so small sia. Shop shop a while then finished le.
Bought mini melts from the machine. Wanted the mini toy but something worng la. Cannot buy the rainbow colours de. Haha.
Went back to cwp after tt. Saw net and xiaorui.
Wa lao, was di siao by cas and net. These two girls are being too imaginative. Sot de la. HAHA.
Then headed back home.
I've something to do, so gtg le. (=


Muscles all over my body are aching.
Hmmm, i'm totally exhausted.





This morning i was woken up by my cousins AGAIN.
My sweet morning is again spoilt. Haha. Had my breakfast and went out to meet cas and limasen. =)
Went to the gym which is at bukit gombak.
It's been few months since we went there, except for limasen la. Hee.
Long time never exercise le...very tired sia. Lols.
Had lunch back at causeway point de food court.
Then, headed home. Rest for a while then go to mum's workplace.
Today was a tiring day at there. *phew*
Just reached home not long ago.
Gonna take a shower and watch tv. =D
Now my cousins are just beside me...disturbing me. =.= but they're very cute la. (:


Hmmm, it's indeed a TOP SECRET.
I was shocked. But, at the same time, also quite glad to know that. HAHA.




early in the morning must stand someone's attitude. forget it. i will just bear with her for the sake of my mum. wo ren, wo ren! >.<
help out at my mum's stall until afternoon then dad drove me home. at 2 plus brought my biao di to cwp for his piano lesson. also brought my biao mei along. haha. quite worried la. cause there's two of them and i'm worried that i might not be able to handle them. hee.
slacked at cwp to wait for my biao di. saw cas, net and many other familiar faces.
after that, brought the two xiao huan dan to macdonald. haha.
then, brought them back to my mum's workplace and i headed home.
wah. finally can rest at home. quite a exhausting day. haha.
watched the last episode of Goong. sweet ending. =)
good news for me! yesterday night kor said we can go back china for about a month! woots~ ;)
lalala... =D but i'm scared later there'll be changes again. hai.
today just got to know the top secret. chey, so it's nth much what. still so secretive. =.=


"When we can no longer believe in ourselves,
we can only believe in miracles." Quoted this from a tv programme. I think this is quite true. [:


TRUE SELF. Have you lost yours?
I think i had.


25th OCTOBER~



23th OCTOBER~






17th NOVEMBER~











Happy birthday aiwee! (:




16th NOVEMBER~






BECAUSE I'M A GIRL

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away
You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry
Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again
I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me
Into the night I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go
You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away
Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again


Hais. I think there's no one i can trust ANYMORE. ): I'm so scared and getting tired of all these craps. She's not in the fault. You guys are in the fault. Grrr.

Hmmm, wanted to find a job very much but because of few reasons..thus i think it's impossible le. Sian diao la...

Gonna watch my Princess Lulu. (=


Yesterday- Class outing at Sentosa. Fun DAY! =)
Unfortunately, got sunburnt la. Haha.
First time to Vivo city. Had a bite at banquet but we had a hard time finding it.
Then, watched the movie "Step Up" at plaza singapura.
A great movie that impressed me totally!! 2 thumbs up. (:
Be it the dance steps, the music, the songs...all these made me speechless.
Especially when the guy and the girl danced...it was so cool man! Whahahax.
The movie "Happy Feet" that is coming up soon seems quite interesting too. Haha.
A day which is restless/tiring yet happy. [=

Today- Dad called me early in the morning when i was still in bed.
Get prepared and went off to help at my mum's stall.
Hmmm, it's being a long time since i went there. (:
Around 2 plus reached home. Showered and go out with family to have mac.
Hee. It's a promise made by my mum to my two little cousins.
Although i'm not really craving for it, but i tagged along. Hee.
Bought some things and went to block 300 plus to buy some things again..only with my
mum. Headed home after that. BUT, we didn't bring keys.
So, both of us sat at the void-deck chatting for almost 1 hour..i think so. Lols.
This time, we really really chatted a lot. Haha. True words from our hearts.
Around 8 plus, my grandmother they all finally reached home.
And... HOME SWEET HOME. ;)
For dinner, had my favourite steamed fish cooked by my grandfather. HAHA. YUMMY. :P

Although i liked the previous "LIME GREEN" blogskin so much, but i still changed to a new one. Haha. Bcoz suddenly feel like doing so. [:
Teddy. Kinda related to ALFRED! Under the same family bah. Haha. So i fell in love with this too. <3


16TH NOV 2006-SAY "GOODBYE" to 'O' Levels! Lalala~ =)
Early in the morning went to meow meow de house to do some revision.
Lols. Was frightened by her man! I was scare by her when i came out of the washroom in her mum's room! >.<
Wa lao, we cannot tahan le then go watch tv programmes. Haha. So nice to watch! Haha.
Anyway, headed to school at around 12 plus.
Sat for the chem papers. Then...Had a meeting with the class and ms judith.
Was discussing about tml's outing cum aiwee's b'dae celebration.
Haha. Then, took few photos after the paper,at parade square.
Rushed back home. Showered le then meet up with net and cas.
Had our first meal for the day at mos. (:
Laughed until tummy ache ar. LOLS. Bth man. I think we've gone crazy after exam.
Then, had our hair cut at EC house. This is the first time i had my hair cut there. Haha.
But hoh, i cut already like never cut sia. =.=
8 PLUS NEAR NINE le! So late le. After that faster rushed to woodlands centre to buy some thingies for tml's outing. Aiya, today is just too funny la. Haha.
Headed home after all those thingies. My brother said " your exams over le, u very busy hoh??" Heh heh.. quite busy. :P
Reached home around 10 plus. Hmmm, hai. )):
If that's the case, i'm really speechless le and what do you expect me to do?
Sian diao. Everytime like that..


Hey! Am i DREAMING?!?
Hahaha... Tomorrow last paper le!!
Another thing is that the paper starts in the afternoon.
Quite good also..because no need wake up so early.
Can zZzZ a while more. :P
Lols. So excited la. =)
I want to enjoy after exam!
Anyway, today saw someone which i really don't like to see.
Hai. No need to see him in the future le! so happy. haha.
Hmmm, but today is just another tiring day for me.
I also don't know why feel so tired. Both physically and mentally.
Oh ya, heard that the "Alfred" bear bear costs about $100++ .
Haha. At first when i heard it, i thought it's referring to Korea dollars.
Then, i was like " HUH! SO PIAN YI?! "
Lols. In the end its Singapore dollars. =.=
Since it's so exp. then cannot buy liao. haha.
I need $$.

This morning when i was going to the washroom...
I saw the TINY LIZARD AGAIN! Omg. It was LYING MOTIONLESS on the floor and it was near the slippers that i was going to wear. SO, the first reaction from me was to, STAND ON THE ai ai(short short) de CHAIR. Lols. I used one of the slipper to check on the lizard to see whether it's still alive or not. -_-"' IT WAS ALIVE. Whahahax. Erhem, i stood still. HAHA. It crawled away after retarding for a few seconds. Lols. After i washed up, i was very looking around..wondering where the retarded lizard has gone to. And..I FOUDN IT!It was hiding rider under the table...it sneaked away immediately after making eye contacts with me. Hee. I was safe!
(^.-)
The first time i saw it was in the kitchen. The moment i saw it, i was frightened out of my wits. I jumped up and ran to the living room, shouting for help from my grandmother. Haha.
And guessed what? My grandmother was laughing like hell man.
She said, " aiya..the lizard so small, it's not as it would eat you up what. "
My answer is, " yes, it will eat me up!!" :P
So, my conclusion is : LIZARDS ARE SCARY CREATURES. (:
Alright, this is the end of my lizard story. haha.


THE TIME IN SEOUL IS NOW 3.36PM~~~ [:

It was so quiet yesterday. >.<
I really miss that.
And..my instinct was totally right.


Having FLU. ):
Stayed at home for today.
Hopefully by wednesday i'll recover!
These few days very slack sia. Arghhhh!
I'm looking forward to THURSDAY!!! (:


Yesterday night about 8 plus went to cwp with my mum.
It's being a long time since the two of us go out together.
I loved to go shopping with her ONLY. It's such a wonderful feeling. (:
YEAH! I finally bought the white-coloured de Esprit sweater!!!
The one that i wanted it very much. Haha. So happy. (=
Mum also bought me 2 pieces of wind-breaker.
Hmmm, but spent lots of money. I very guilty. ):
We were trying the hats in one of the shops. Lols. So funny sia!
But in the end never buy la.


Hmmm, something unpleasant happened yesterday night.
Guessed someone is very bu shuang la. Hai.
Yesterday also chatted alot with my mum.
My heart was aching. )=
So sorry, i couldn't do much as a daughter. Love you <3
I just can't stand anyone who bully or hurt her.
ARGH.


This morning went to the library with Ting.
Waited for the bus for a such a long time.
Sorry to kept ting waiting. Hee.
Didn't manage to find any seat so we sat on the floor.
Studied till about 2 plus only.
Sorry ting, i spoilt the day. LOLS. Eh, it can't be help. :P
Although it's a short time studying with her..but it is also quite enjoyable la.
Haha. Alright,have to do some work le. (:
BYE~








Compare, compare, compare.
Comparism is all your know.
I hate comparism.
Hai. ):

Now, it's all gone.
No longer looking forward.


Went to school at around 12 plus.
Many people were studying at library.
The library was so cold~~
Went to sit down at the staircase near the library.
It started to rain heavily soon.
Feel so cold.
Was chatting with cas about TRAIN going through a tunnel.
Hmmm...haha. Perhaps she's right. (:
Maths paper starts at 2.30 pm.
Then, after paper headed to cwp.
Ate some things in the food court.
Then walked walked a while.
Saw few nice nice de winter clothings!
There's one which i've being looking at it since before 'O's.
Lol. Wang mei zhi ke.
So excited. Haha.
Home sweet home... (:
Another paper would be on next weds.
Jia you lo.


Things didn't go smoothly for today.
Biology and geo paperSS! argh.
Wondered why these two papers are scheduled together.
Heavy papers. Need lots of memories. One paper affected the other.. ):
Because of these two WONERFUL papers...i couldn't sleep.
Was feeling darn nervous. Hai.
Anyway, it's over le. I feel so relaxed without these two subjects on my mind!
Left with maths paper 2, physcis and chemistry papers and i'm DONE WITH IT!
Whahahax. But just one word to describe my 'O' Level exams... "sucks"
Everything is like so...hmmm. suan le bah.
Tml paper starts at 0230pm, so can wake up later. hehe.
Lala.. going to watch Goong le. :P




EXHAUSTED ):



ALFRED (:


FIRST DAY OF 'O' LEVEL EXAMINATIONS.
Maths Paper 1 and Social Studies paper.
Yes, i've thought it through.. FINALLY.. (:



It's NO longer the SAME anymore. ):
No longer the most beautiful heart...
The feeling was so different from what i've experienced before.
So different from what i'd thought..


I don't want to see DOCTOR! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
SO SCARY la. ):
Later don't know what the doc will do to my leg. >.<



Right now i really can't go back to sleep le. HAI.
Yesterday did some sit-ups just like what i did in the previous night..slept at 12 plus and woke up at 4 plus.
Was sneezing like hell man yesterday night. Feeling sick. Argh. Hate it.
Replied dia dia's msg and woke her up. So sorry sweetie. (:
How sia...i'm feeling so weird. Don't know why also. I can't set my mind at ease.
):


I've a feeling that i'm gonna fall sick. ):
And so now i'm forcing myself to drink lots of water to prevent the worse from happening.
Hai. Hope everything goes well.
I prayed that i'll stay healthy during this 'O' level period.
Today wasn't good because couldn't concentrate well in the library.
Sian. Yesterday couldn't sleep and today i was damn tired.
The subject ,SS so boring la.

My eyes so irritating la. It itches.
And it's red man. ARGH. ):

Another thing is my left foot. There's a little swollen under it. Something in it but i don't know what's that. Sometimes like suddenly pricked by needle. Hai. Hope that thing disappears fast enough.

Everyone take care and rest well too!


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