The regrets in my 19 years of life...


My creation. (=


Hmm, holiday is just as boring as I thought so. There's nothing much I can do except helping out my parents, staying at home to watch drama, use laptop and so on. Everyone is busy with their own life.
Many thoughts have been coming across my mind. Now that exams are over, I feel so aimless. When there are tonnes of projects and exams to be completed, I tend to complain and hope that they will end soon. Ha ha, human being like us are hard to please. We will never be contented with the life that we're currently leading. Not all, but I guessed most of us are like that?

Am looking forward to attachment but I have my worries too. Hai, it's just complicated. Hope everything works out well.

"Imagination will often carry us to worlds that never were. But without it we go nowhere." - Carl Sagan






Back to school days.



Thanks my dear Ting, love you!


现在的我 思绪混乱

觉得这个世界很可怕
每个人都戴着面具 包括我在内
很多都是表面上的 虚伪

觉得自己很可悲
需要一个人在我身边时
却发现没有一个人

家人 朋友 情人

我 不想长大
在长大的过程当中 很多事情渐渐的在改变
也因此改变了我的想法
我无法接受

真心？

突然好想好想去旅行 放松一下心情


Exams are finally over!
After paper, JX, CM, DX, Winson, YQ, MY & I headed to IMM.
Had LJS for lunch.
After which, we went for bowling. It was my first time playing bowling! I think we have helped them to clean the drains.
Ha ha, I think it's quite fun. I remembered the times in WuHan where CM, Winson & HM taught me pool. It was also my first time back then.
I gave them so many of my first time! LOL. But seriously, they really taught me alot during this 2 and the 1/2 year of poly life. Today will be the last day whereby all of us get together and lunch together. So today is considered quite a meaningful day afterall. Ha ha. But it's okay, we can still meet up during attachment! :)


Photos will be up as soon as possible. For now, I'm too lazy to upload. Ha ha.
Tomorrow I'll be helping out at parents' workplace. As for friday, I'm still planning. (=
People, enjoy your holidays!

想对家人说
“虽然不能保证会考得很好， 但我想我尽力了”

刚刚一次过发了长达五个简讯给外婆
好像在跟她告白一样 写了好多东西
真是感触良多

我想 我 已经失去了“真心”
所以不知道别人是不是以真心来对待我 也不知道自己是不是以真心对待别人
感觉好矛盾 唉 因为现在的我 连自己都不了解自己了
还是我从未了解过？

“真心”的定义。。。真让人难以捉摸

Happened to check my NP mail and finally get to know my internship placement. (: Then I quickly called the others to check. I guessed at that moment, most of us were very excited and nervous too.
And so I'm attached to the company - CHARTED SEMICONDUCTOR. It's located in Woodlands. Hashanah & YongQuan are allocated to the same company too! Hee hee. We're all under HR department.
The pay is $650. Ha ha! Working hours are from 8.30am to 5pm.
Woo! I was very excited just now. From 5+pm, I intended to revise RPM, but eventually now then start revision. Lol. But anyway, I'm left with Weibull graph and FMEA.

Kind of looking forward to attachment because I really wondered how it feels to be in the working society. Looking forward to meeting different kinds of people with different characters and hope to work with nice people.


These few days I have been watching the Korean drama titled "九局下二局出" which is on demand on Mio tv. Hmm, not bad. Kind of addicted to the drama already. I have just watched finish episode 8.

Revised RPM yesterday. Wasn't really concentrating but I'm glad that I managed to solve some of the problems.

Gonna study SI today but I'm at a loss of what to study. Hai. Not in the mood to study anyway. I don't know why also.

We still haven't receive the email with regard to the allocation of company for attachment. Anticipating...
I can't wait to have my holiday although it's only a short two weeks!


1 down, 2 more to go.


Good news for the day: I'm going to have another cousin in around 8 months time!
:-) Happy happy...
Just now I was feeling bored and so I counted how many cousins I have in total for both mother and father's side. And so the answer is 24. Ha ha. My grandparents are blessed with so many grandchildren.


Gym tomorrow! (=


My mind is filled with wild thoughts again. Sigh.


I have to hang on there...
AZA AZA H'WAITING!


I realized I'm actually very stupid. Hai.


Praying hard and studying hard for this time's exam!


I had a BAD day.
I'm too tired and not in the mood to study.


舒涵 (=



Task 1: Just submitted my SI individual tutorial! It's like finally.
Task 2: Re-submitted SMK ppt slides for groupmates.

And now I'm left with 3 modules to study for examinations...

Where's my motivation? )=


My shoulders are aching again... sigh.

也许我做得还不够，所以。。。

Good news for the day: I passed my 3rd grade piano examination! :D
Feeling exhilarated of course as it's the first piano exam that I took.
Wooooo Hoooooooooooooo!

Went to the gym in the morning. It was crowded with young kids -.- I have been wondering, "does the gym allow all age groups to enter? even toddlers?" I was kind of irritated because most of them were occupying the equipment but they were not fully utilizing them. Maybe they just want to play rather than really working out. Anyway, I have been slacking for the whole afternoon, watching KHJ & HB! :) So far, they are my favourite couple. Ha ha.

Gonna complete my SI asap!!! Although I don't really have the mood to do so... )=


And again, no sense of urgency...





Yay, the create post problem has finally been solved. Thanks to Winson, Cheris & Ci Min's help! :)


I told myself not to think about anything else but just concentrate on revising for tomorrow's SMK test. I was being a bit productive as I managed to read through 2 chapters and kind of absorbed in a bit of information. Hopefully for the following 2 chapters I'll be able to do so too!


Weighed myself just now. Lose around 1 kg. Happy.. :D
After dinner I suddenly feel like playing kickboxing so asked brother to play along!
Digged out my pair of boxing gloves. He taught me how to punch and kick the proper way.
Ha ha, fun and tiring~


I'm still watching "We got married". It's never ending for me. -.-
But anyway it's damn entertaining. From this show, I know KHJ can be very cute and humorous! :)


Thanks for all the birthday wishes! I'm glad and surprised that so many of you remembered my birthday and I really appreciated that you guys made the effort to send me a birthday greeting. There's too many of you so I won't be listing out the names but you know who you are. =D

Special thanks to DongXuan, Ci Min, Seok & Jian Xing. Despite the fact that all of you were very tired but you ppl still made the effort to give me a birthday surprise! Thanks for the surprise & gifts! Really shocked, surprised and touched to tears. Oh ya, sunflower has the meaning of adoration. :)

Special thanks to Ting for the pizza treat and hand-made card. I find it so meaningful. It's the best birthday gift I received!

Thank you buddy for the gift too! It's cool.

I guessed the cake and the food has made me gained calories. So, not forgetting to stay healthy, Aunt & I went to the Gym for a short workout this morning! Feel healthier this way... =)

I'm immersed in happiness but at the same time, there's a bit of disppointment. Mixed feelings. Contradiction.
心里始终感到有些难过...

Webcam-ed with grandmother and twin cousins today. I just realised how much I miss them especially grandmother. I miss her presence by our side. I miss her cookings, her voice, her naggings, her taking care of me when I'm sick and so many more things. Touching my forehead is enough to make me tear because I find it so heart-warming.

*Sorry for the boring post because I'm unable to upload photos on blogger. Was thinking of uploading photos on FB but it is very very very laggy.*


I don't know whether is it my wireless internet connection's problem or not. But I just wanna say, FACEBOOK & TWITTER are super laggy! :/


My SHORT hair has dried up. I'm now going to turn in and I'll be updating tmr.
Good night world!


Opportunity is there for me to grab.
Perhaps I should give myself a chance?


I can no longer take it.
My shoulder is really in pain.
Could hardly straighten my neck and shoulder. ):


Glad that SMK test is postponed! HA HA HA.



Indulge in reminiscence...


Yawnsssssssss........



It's been a while since I last uploaded photos. Hopefully blogger won't fail again.
Restless me. I need a break.
Tonight brother left to HTA again. Helped him to iron his shirt bcos he's gonna be late! He asked me help him iron his pants but I don't know how to bcos must follow some patterns. Feel helpless sometimes. Everytime before he leaves the house, he will ensure that everything is settled properly. Hmm, I preferred him to be at home so that house won't be so quiet. Hate silence. But at times, it's good to be alone, to think through things...




Finally submitted E-COMM project 4 today. It has killed many of my braincells. Thanks DX for the hardwork! Let's work hard together :)


Kickboxing is cool! Good for venting out anger and stress. (=




人心难测... 唉...


School. Did E-COMM with DX. Productive. Stressful. Tiring. Chatted.
Waited for 184 for almost 1/2 hour. Irritated. Should make a complaint. Bus-ed home. 8pm.
Visit relatives. Home again.
Brother having supper with colleagues near 302. Mum & I went to find him. Drank iced milo. Super sweet.
Home. Did some E-COMM again. Heavy mind. Tired eyes. Brother said my new hair cut looks not bad. Happy bcos he seldom praise me. -.-
Flowers are really beautiful. In love with them. Turning in soon because it's 2AM now. Tensed neck.
Today my ACER super laggy. Don't know why.
GOOD MORNING WORLD.

MENG
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she's hoping for a miracle to happen :)








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