my way, your way.

Sunday, May 31, 2009 10:26 AM

Good news of the day :)

Congratulations to xiao jiu & xiao jiu ma for having this pair of newborn long feng twins!

To my two little cousins: Welcome to this world! Hope to see you two soon! Hee hee.

Really can't wait to go back to China & visit them...

They're really lucky to have so many people to dote on them. :]

Thinking of term break plan. Hmm, I shall see whether this plan will be carried out or not.
Tomorrow will be a special day for all of us. :)

I dozed off on the sofa just now. Had a dream that makes me feel even more guilty now. I'm sorry. I don't know why...

精疲力尽

Saturday, May 30, 2009 12:15 AM

... ...

Project discussion, aerobics class and parents' workplace = How I spent my day.
Although tiring but somehow I find it meaningful.
Busy = No time for wild thoughts. In a sense it is good to me. But when I becomes busy, I will complain. Hmm, we human are weird creatures.

As for tomorrow, I will be accompanying Mummy to see Dr Hong for the annual health check-up. Maybe, I will also be going to see a doctor if the swell does not go off. My left palm is weak now. It hurts even when I exert a bit of force. Actually I'm kind of worried... Hope everything is okay!

Tonight I'm been a good girl bcos I helped Mummy to apply medicated oil and also to trim her eyebrow. Hee.

After a busy & exhausted week, I shall take a short break for tonight. For these short few hours, the word "studies" will be temporary out of my dictionary. So I'm gonna watch "We got married". I think it's nice! And I have finished watching Boys Before Flowers. It's like FINALLY. I like the ending... So sweet! =) No such romance story exists in real life. ):

I feel healthy bcos I have exercised thrice this week! :) If I did not rmb wrongly, brother asked if I'm going GYM this weekend or not. If yes, he wants to join me. Ha ha, I thought I hear wrongly. But I doubt I'm going bcos during weekends, gym equipment is normally fully occupied.

我对你，依然很失望。
唉。。。

Thursday, May 28, 2009 9:08 PM

"Hello, anyone there?"

Ifeelsolonelyinhere.
Perhaps, allalongIwasthinkingtoohighlyofmyself.

niedifnocInacohw?

GYM

Gym workout for about 1 hour plus in the morning. Good workout! (:
After which, HM went for swimming and I headed home.
And here I am still cracking my brain over WISP assignment 1 part 2! I think I'm writing nonsense... SIGH.

A CID just came to knock on our door. He asked if I have seen any suspicious people along the corridors between 10 plus AM to 3 plus PM. Umm, I wondered if something have happened just now?

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 11:14 PM

无语，
好累，
累得快喘不过气了。
真的。。。
现在根本不想动，
只想坐着发呆。。。

始终放不下~

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 10:20 PM

Apologies to CM & HM ! Sorry girls ):
I made your run a wasted trip.
Sorry! Hee hee.

Time is running out! :/
Seriously, I find it so hard to arrange my time.
I made a promise to someone but I can't keep it.
I'm now trying to think of a way to manage my time. Sighh.

Monday, May 25, 2009 11:10 PM

I felt so much better after a shower! The weather is super duper hot nowadays!!
It does affect one's mood... ...

"To like and dislike the same things, that is indeed true friendship." Sallust

Gym Workout

SI E-learning part 1 completed :)
E-learning week is good but...we have got so much more e-learning assignments to do!! ):
So contradicting as it's good and bad in some ways.

Anyway, in the morning I had GYM WORKOUT with HM at Woodlands stadium there. Happened to see Rong Hong there also. Haha, such a small world. I feel healthy after working out for 2 hours. (: HM taught me to use some equipment that I have never use before. I think it's quite fun. Thursday we'll be going again but this time round might be the gym located at bukit gombak! I like and I really enjoy going there!
Come to think of it, the five of us [cas, wei, wee, net & I] used to go there during our secondary sch life. I really miss the time we all spent together... I miss them... :/

TIME FLIES................................................................................................
There are lots of things I can't let go but I have to because this is LIFE.

Sunday, May 24, 2009 11:54 PM

Sunday Blue

I don't know why during sundays I always feel very restless and tired! I will keep sleeping and sleeping in the afternoon... Then when I woke up it's normally about 6+ PM, shower, eat dinner and prepare for my piano lesson. This is how I normally spend my SUNDAY. Super lifeless. Sigh.

Anyway, yesterday at 12AM, my brother suggested that we go our house nearby to have supper bcos he just received his pay. He wanna treat us. So we [Mummy, grandfather, brother & I] went. I think this is the first time that we went for supper together at such a late hour. Bought our food, ate and chit-chatted. Brother told me about his colleagues in Home Team Academy. Ha ha, the way he described a girl in his group was very funny! I can't stop laughing man. I like this kind of feeling whereby my brother takes the initiative to share with me his stories and experiences [his IPPT, lessons, colleagues and so on]. After he entered into HTA, I feel that he's more mature in a way. Hmmm, the things he do and say are so much like adults. He gives me allowances too. Ha ha. The feeling is a bit weird. I'm glad that he is willing to share with me his thoughts and stuffs like that. He said he will strive his best to perform well. And I really hope he will do so. JIA YOU HMZ [Z for both: Zhou & Zhen] !! :)

Let's work hard together! Hee hee.

Thanks brother for sending me to piano lesson! He's not back yet.

I think I will be staying up to wait for him. Meanwhile can watch my KOREAN DRAMA. ;D

Saturday, May 23, 2009 11:26 PM

This post is specially dedicated to my coolest brother.
Congrats on producing good results in your training!! Really happy for you & proud of you!
I can see that you're enjoying in what you are doing now.
I hope you will continue to strive in your career! Aza Aza H'waiting!
Always supporting you... (:

SERIOUSLY IN NEED OF SLEEP

Woke up 5.30 AM and attended the community service for the elderly. We have to report at 7.30 AM at canteen 1. Uber early... I overslept on bus 184 by 2 stops. IT IS THE 1ST TIME THAT I OVERSLEPT ON BUS OK. In the end have to walk back... zzzzz DX and I lose the motivation to go when we saw the reporting time. Ha ha. But it's okay bcos eventually we still went for the event. (:

Got to make some new friends, which is a good thing. Hee. The location that our group went was damn far from my house. RED HILL you know... OMG. I see the bus directory for 961 right, it's like so so so many stops in between lah. Almost fainted when I saw those stops. Lol. I think if I take that bus to go home, it would be night time already. =P
Luckily there were alternatives for me. Pheww.

Anyway, after reaching home I rest for a while and headed to the airport with Aunt. Her ex-classmate coming to S'pore to visit her. Not long ago is my mum's, now is hers. Ha ha. When will it be my turn? Aiyah, anyway that day won't come because I don't have ex-classmates in Fujian. AHA!

Uncle drove me back home after dinner. Showered and finally completed my hero seminar's dicussion board postings. :)

While I'm doing my hero seminar thingy, A BAT FLEW INTO MY LIVING ROOM AGAINNNNNNNNNN =.= This time round it's A HUGE ONE T.T
It kept flying in circles in my living room. I don't dare to move. Very scary.. I used my sofa cushions to cover my head. EH, like the grenade incident that I heard in the hero seminar. HA HA HA. For this time, the hero is no longer my brother but my grandfather! He took the broom and swept it down on the floor and out it goes to the corridor... WHAHAHA. I'm safe [SAVED too]. Thank god.

This week is finally over [excluding sunday]. Totally DRAINED. ):
I NEED TO SLEEP..................................................................................SERIOUSLY...

Friday, May 22, 2009 12:56 AM

我睡不着怎么办？

Thursday, May 21, 2009 10:01 PM

Unwell

I feel sick.
Kept sneezing throughout the day. Hate it!
Just ate the pandols that mum passed to me.
Having cold sweats now.
Weak and worn out. No mood and energy for assignments.
I guessed I will be turning in early.
Will continue with assignments tomorrow.
Hope tomorrow I'll feel better.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 11:25 AM

I just want to...

I can't seem to get the right mood to get started with my assignments. I have been procrastinating. This is really a bad sign man.

I want to go shopping.
I want to exercise.
I want to sleep.
I want to watch my Korean Dramas.
I want to play my piano as and when I like.
I just want to enjoy myself.

Although I really wanna do all those things, but still, studies come first. )=
I don't like it! Assignments and projects sucks.

Contemplating whether I should apply for overseas internship programme. Any suggestions?

A long & tiring day!

GOODNIGHT WORLD :)

Did I bring my melody back? I cannot remember... :/

Monday, May 18, 2009 9:13 PM

想回到过去中学时期
不想长大希望时间停留在那里
虽然说是不可能的事
可是偶尔还是会幻想真的回到过去

Uninvited Guest -.-

Brother: The bat-catcher

The uninvited guest: Mr BAT man

Stare what stare!

"LET ME OFF~~"

Struggling to escape...

Gave up hope on escaping. Ha ha.

Yesterday night my brother found this uninvited guest in our room. So he caught it and let it off from the window. Lol. It's very tiny and I find it quite cute actually. It attempted to bite the newspaper and wahhhh... when it opened its mouth right, I can see all its sharp teeth. Damn scary.

Anyway, yesterday night's piano lesson was okay and my teacher was being funny.

She dismissed me off after class and after a while, I received her text.

Here's our conversation:

She: Sorry sorry I think I let you go too early next week remind me give you 10 mins more

Me: Oh is it? I didn't realise. Ha ha, okay can!

She: Sorry ah... old already urghhhh

Me: Ha ha, it's okay! I can understand that your memory is failing. :P

LOL. I cannot stand her. She's really a blur person. She was supposed to bring her aural book for me to practise but she forgot. [For your info, she's still in her mid-twenties I guessed]

Oh oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAN XING!! (=

MAY EVERYTHING GO SMOOTHLY FOR YOU!

Sunday, May 17, 2009 6:04 PM

160509 [Jian Xing's Birthday Celebration]

Location: Jian Xing's house.

J2 & J3 [HM :P]

J1, J2 & J3

The birthday boy & his nephew. Thanks JX for inviting us to your birthday party! Hee.. Happy advanced birthday! (=

Buffet style. The food was good! Btw, his house is the inner most corner one.

MY, Seok, Me, DX

Guess whose feet are they? The ones in black slippers are definitely not Seok's one. Ha ha!

Ryan & Yong Quan

MY, DX, Fran

EMO Ryan )=

Doing my full hair treatment @ Jean Yip. This is the first time I'm doing this. I was wondering why last time treatment I nv go through this process. Ha ha.

Oh oh, I managed to meet up with Ting for a short while as she happened to be at CWP. Hee. She ps her sister and accompanied me to eat. So nice of her. :)

And.. had a new haircut too. Hmm, reminds me of year 1. I think I had this hairstyle too but except for the fact that I had it rebonded. Don't really like my current hairstyle bcos it's kind of messy. Will be waiting for my hair to grow longer and cut it even shorter.

Sigh, I think I hurt my right wrist? Hmm, when I play my piano like no strength like that.

Physically & mentally tired...

Friday, May 15, 2009 10:22 PM

Random

I think yesterday night I cried in my sleep bcos I dreamt that I was dead. Murdered by someone...but I don't know who.

I don't know when I have got a blue black on my knee and it hurts.
Aerobics was tiring! My legs almost broke. LOL. But I like.
Sleepy now. Should I continue on with my work?
Tomorrow will be another packed day!

力不从心的感觉...

"The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want." Ben Stein

Thursday, May 14, 2009 6:26 PM

IT'S TIME TO START WORK.

时间是生命的一切吗？
我好想你们。。。

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 9:07 PM

MSN PLUS is damn lousy! I can't even open it.
This problem has been persisting for a few days! )=
ARGHHHH

期待两位小宝宝出世的那天... (:
现在在用心想名字哦...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009 11:28 PM

一股莫名的愤怒

气自己为什么是这样。。。
我到底怎么了？

不喜欢宁静的夜晚
害怕那天的到来 )=

Monday, May 11, 2009 9:38 PM

To make it simple, I shall just use KEY WORDS to describe how my weekends were spent. Learnt from the fail club president. LOL!

Saturday [090509]
Woke up at 5am. Sent uncle & mum's ex-classmates off to the airport. Luggage exceeded weight limit. Checking in problems. The airport staff trying to make things difficult. Breakfast: Congee. Tasteless. Sick of it.
Headed home. Attended Steph's birthday party. Blurred. Bring camera but nv bring my fully-charged battery. =.= Food. Musical chair. Pinata. Cleared up. Left earlier to meet Ting.
Venue: Orchard. Kinokuniya. Spent brother's vouchers + my own money. Stupid voucher. Piano bk, hairstyling magazine, language bk [Korean]. Happy! It's like finally. Ate Carl's JR for dinner. Full. Trained-home. Slack. Our next date: ECP. Cycling!
All in all, it was well-spent. (=

Sunday [100509]
Hmmm, what did I do? Could hardly rmb. Slacked at home. Listless. Sleepy. Tired. Brother bought cakes [1 Big 1 Small cos don't have larger one]. A small celebration on Mother's Day. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL! You people are the most noble persons in the world. I love you so much, mummy! I don't have the courage to say to her face to face bcos too mushy le. The words just cannot get out from my mouth. Ha ha! She's the person I love most in this world. Hope she will always stay healthy and most importantly, HAPPY.
Evening time, went for piano lesson. Sigh, didn't play well although teacher nv say anything. I know myself bcos for the whole week I didn't really practise. I need more time.

Monday [110509]
Today. Rainy day. Go sch early. SMK. E-Commerce totally incomplete. Sigh. SIAN. No mood to do. More projects & assignments on hand! )=
Stressed. Feeling down. Drained.
Heavy rain = Heavy mind.
In school, wireless connection lousy. At home, my MSN down now. I cannot sign in! ARGHHH. =/

Friday, May 08, 2009 10:19 PM

Procrastination )=

A tiring day for me.
I feel so listless and tired.
2 hours of lesson which was totally boring. -.-
Nothing seems to be absorbed into my mind because I couldn't concentrate at all.
Assignments and more assignments! I don't like... :/
Aerobics class was exhausting but I don't mind because it's my interest.
I'm enjoying it despite attending the class alone. Just a little bit of uneasiness...
I don't feel good because I have not been practising my piano for this week. I need more time! I want to have more time for practices! Tomorrow is like so packed man. Sending off uncle & mummy's 2 ex-classmates to the airport, steph's birthday party and followed by meeting up with Ting.

Maybe I should just give myself a break for today? All the key words are starting to pop out already. Sigh. This is me. I do procrastinate. Seriously, I need motivation! )=

"The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one." Elbert Hubbard

Thursday, May 07, 2009 11:43 PM

Catching up!

THE SLEEPING BEAUTY. (: [DX, if you happened to read this, please stay calm. Hee!]
While waiting for the time to pass, HM & I accompanied DX to BPE class.

Love the clear blue sky.

Mummy & Aunt attended the prize presentation ceremony. I saw many OIP peers too! [Randolph, HM, PJ, Benedict & XY... Congratulations to them! PJ GOOD JOB! Reminds me of the times in Wuhan, I miss all of them...] (:
It ended at around 5 plus. After which , I headed home to get the gifts which were prepared for my girls! Cas & I were the earliest, followed by Wee then Net. CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHERE IS WEI WEI?!?! She went MIA. We had the urge to post up an article to search for her. )= Worried for her. Sigh...

Wee & Meng! Wee is always so cute. (:

Visa & Meng! :D

Cas & Meng! ^^

Amazing feeling. I can't wait to see you, our little cutie! Hee hee ;)

I had a nice chat with the girls. Although it's short but sweet. Wo xi huan zhe zhong gan jue. But one person is still missing! Where are you, Zhiwei?!! Please get back to us as soon as possible! :(

"Can you imagine a world without men? No crime and lots of happy fat women." Nicole Hollander. Yep, I agreed too...

Tuesday, May 05, 2009 9:29 PM

"That which is striking and beautiful is not always good, but that which is good is always beautiful." Ninon de L'Enclos

Sunday, May 03, 2009 5:15 PM

我越来越害怕会失去 ):

Saturday, May 02, 2009 11:02 PM

KIBUM!

Because life is too precious & unpredictable, so I have to treasure & admire my idol even more! :D OH MY GOD, HE IS SO CHARMING and CUTE!! He shall be my motivation in moving on with my current life. So in love with KOREAN LANGUAGE! (=

Anyway, this morning went back to school for aerobics class. We did KICK BOXING today! Hee, I like! A good workout. But now my arm muscles are starting to ache already :/

生命 ):

这几天一直在想
生命真的很脆弱也很难以预料
首先是SARS 现在又有什么H1N1病毒
经过上一次的SARS事件我似乎对病毒这两个字很敏感也有了恐惧感

唉今天看到了几辆车的车祸[事后]
然后又想起了那时在我家乡所发生的那场惊人的车祸[也是事后]
记忆在我脑海里还是很清楚
那个人躺在大卡车轮胎旁一动也不动的那种画面还是忘不了
生命是如此的宝贵
我更害怕了
不知道明天会是怎样的
说不定没有明天

我们都要好好珍惜生命哦！

Super Junior (:

Kibum. COOL! (=

I think... he's very cute! Ha ha. I like his smile & his voice. Among the other super junior members, he speaks the most fluent english. Aww... (^.-)

Super Junior. I'm addicted to watching the Super Junior Full House and addicted to him too [heh heh, you know who...]! Randolph recommended me to watch. It's so entertaining and funny! Among them, there's this guy called Shiwon. He's really a gentleman. Of course, not forgetting Kibum, he is too! (:

Dinner at Sakura

[Labour Day]

Dinner with Family at Sakura International Buffet Restaurant. There were 12 of us in total. It was very very crowded! =.=

The lotus pond beside the restaurant.

:D The one and only whom I'm very proud of! [Hey CM, six pecs! :P]

My youngest uncle & I.

Biao di & I.

Biao mei & I.

See, my hp's camera never fail okay? Ha ha. It has been with me for 2 yrs plus...

Family photo!

My grandfather & her four grandchildren [in S'pore only]. Hmm, I can say my grandparents are very fortunate to be blessed with so many grandchildren. There are some more in China. On my mother's side, my brother is the eldest grandchild and followed by me. Hee.. Both of us are very fortunate too!

Unfortunately my grandmother has went back to China and I miss her so much! :(

Currently at my aunt's house. I'm staying over at her place tonight [or I shall say yesterday night??]. They have all went to sleep & I'm going to turn in too! Goodnight people~ I'm so tired.

我到底怎么啦？为什么现在的我会变成这样？

矛盾，为什么不快乐又要表现得很快乐似的？

偶尔会讨厌现在的自己 ):