30/09/06
Studied with Adam and Joanne at mac as library and cwp's mac was fully occupied. Thus, it's a sudden decision to study there.
Ended up chatting so didn't manage to revise much.
But anyway today i got revised a bit of A maths and Physics.
The chapter on relative velocity made me headache. Lols.
Today's weather was great although it rained. Cooling...and as calm as my mind.

For few seconds, there was... )=
What does that mean? I wondered...

30 DAYS...


Can you hear the SHATTERING sound?
I doubt you can...
Cause it's my heart.
It's broken and it can never be heal.
Just like my dream. Once it's broken, it can never be mend too.


Hmmm, my sciences were horrible.
I improved for section B in both chem and bio. But my section A for both papers were done badly. Hais. Almost passed. Don't ask me how i fared. I'm embarassed.
For my english paper 1, the result was okay. Got 40/60. Prayed that english paper 2 would be okay.
I thought i could do better for my SS. But, in the end just passed. Sian diao.
This time i really got memorise and study de. Why things always turn out like this? Disappointments are mostly what i get. )=
After school went to woodlands regional library for about 1/2 and hour like that bah. After that left to cwp le.
Just now on bus i saw a small boy. I don't know what he's trying to do or what he wants. But i guessed he wanted to bang on the windows of the bus. And it seems like. He wanted to, very badly. His parents tried to use their hands to shield his head but he's still trying very hard to bang on the windows. He's like wriggling around and kicking his legs around. Crying very loudly, from the time i boarded the bus until i alighted..he's still screaming and struggling around. But he seems to be suffering. I don't know. That's what i feel. He's not happy.His mum really looked very very sad and from her expression i can see one word-LOST.

If I did not do well in my Prelims, does it mean that I will not do well in my 'O' level? ]=
I admitted that i did not put in my utmost effort in this Prelim.
I thought i was not so sad but deep inside my heart, i wanted to cry.
I just want to be in a daze where no one can disturb me.
I'm so tired.

FEAR is the word which kept appearing in my mind.
I'm feared of everything that is happening in my life.
Broken dream or Miracle dream?

31 DAYS to nightmares. I'm preparing to overcome this challenge.
It's just the beginning of my life. (=


Brought my biao di to kindergarden. Erm, very weird because when i reached there all aunties and mothers. =.= However, also very interesting la. Haha. Cause many small kids running around..playing...very interesting jiu dui le la. I stood there and watched them. I just enjoyed watching them. Haha.
I saw one little gal gal so cute!! SUPER DUPER CUTE and pretty! She still can't walk properly, like want to fall down like that. Haha. Then her eyes big big de, mouth small small de, her size also very cute. Aiya, in conclusion, she's really very KAWAII. HAHAHA. Abt 1 yr old plus like that bah. Then she played with bubbles blown by other kids...kept smiling. SO SWEET. Oh man, i can't stand her man. Feel like doting her and carry her home. But cannot la. Her mummy there. Haha.How i wished she was my baby sister. [= Babies are just too cute. :D
Meet shirley and joanne at 3 plus. Hired a taxi to orchard. Shirley rich lor, she paid for the fare. Haha. Wasted few hours of time in orchard.
Looks like the two free "THE HOST" tickets would be useless. I wanted to watch it very much but too bad.
Anyway, we went back CWP to watch another movie. "John Tuckle Must Die". AWESOME. Haha. It's highly recommended. You've got to watch it man. ((= I gave this movie 4 stars. Hmmm, it's very funny and the last part was kinda sad. But, only for a while. Luckily we chose this movie. Because from the first sight of the poster i saw, i thought it must be a boring movie. But it turned out better than i expected. *Smiles*
Haha. I'd thought today was friday. Wondered why also. Lol.
Eh, that's about all. Quite a tiring day because of all those long durations on the MRT.
And that's totally a waste of time as it was a wasted trip.
Prayed that tml would be nice and sweet. Hmmm...


This morning i prayed that i won't meet dao that DOM [Dirty Old Man] on bus. *PHEW* I didn't see him. That day i was almost scared out of my wits. Dread to see him. Disgusting freak!!
A fine morning with a cat in the parade square again. Lols. I'm a bit scared of cats alright.
E maths paper 1 was okay. Woots` PRELIMS over. Our nightmares are yet to start. But starting SOON. AWW. ]= What we'll be doing for the 33 DAYS would be MUGGING studying and more mugging! ARGH/
There's soooo sooo much thingy i want to do after 'O's!! I WANT TO ENJOY and that's of course man. Whahahas.
After the paper, went cwp & bought frozen strawberries from mos and also few pieces of sushi from cold storage. That will be my lunch. =)
Then, net, wei, joanne and i set off to Bukit Gombak. Went up to wei's house first. Hee. First time there nehx. Played with the hula-hoop// :D After that, headed to the stadium which is nearby. Joanne wanted to learn how to cycle, so wei accompanied her. As for net...she jogged around the stadium. Hmmm, for me, i walked one round and stood at one corner and see her run. Haha. Quite hot coz it's noon time. Then we sat down at the shelter and chat a lot. Really lots of things to say. It's all about the sad past. I shall not elaborate. Hee. Chatted for such a long time until we forgot about wei and joanne still cycling outside the stadium.
Then went out to find them. Net and me went to sweet talk and sat down to finish up the drink. Saw wei and joanne going back. In the end, we ended up going her house nearby de shops to look look around. Stopped by a mini shop. Nice shorts and tops with agreeable prices. ^^ The auntie very friendly also. Haha. She gave us name-cards.
Lastly, went back to cwp with net. BUNNY HO teased net again. Lols. Bad sia him.
Then, we combed the whole cwp. TIRED le. And it's time to go home and rest le. :P
That's about all for today. ((=
WHAT AM I GONNA DO TOMORROW? Simply too bored.




WEETS!`
Tomorrow last paper le. E- maths.
Whahaha. Quite happy man.
But that means we're one step closer to 'O' Levels!
JIA YOU JIA YOU... =)
And THURSDAY will be holiday le! YAY! [[=
Anyway, yesterday night was real bad okay.
ALMOST quarrelled with my brother because he purposely want to agitate me.
*ANGRY*
Then i just endured him. Haha.
In the end, he LOSE. Bleahx.
Know why?
Because he was using the laptop, then i easily used my fingers and switched off his wireless internet connection and also the battery. Lols. I kinda cut off his conversation with his friends!
Lalala..there's nothing he can do also.
Good for him. Who asked him PURPOSELY agitated me when i'm practising A-maths.
So..people..better not agitate me huh. LOLS.
Haha. Anyway today's A-maths paper was like hmmm...i also don't know considered okay paper or not.
If i can get a just passed, i would be glad le.
And that's when a miracle will happen. Haha.
FIELD TRIP!
ENDURE, ENDURE, ENDURE.
Hmmm, still with a running nose. )=
K le. That's about all for today. (=

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Hais. I'm still down with a flu.
My nose v. painful. Used 4 packets of tissue since this moring.
Headache man. Really feel like fainting. Guessed recently my immune system is getting weaker and weaker man.
Just now slept a while.
Everything about today is bad.
Sigh.
Cold weather.
Left with A maths and E maths papers.
)=
Btw, just now saw ms chee.
She said confirmed go south korea le.
Hmmm, unless many people want to go other places, then change again.
Actually i'm quite fine with going korea or New Zealand or Perth.. or anywhere.
I'm just looking forward to the trip.

Are you happy with what you have now?

I guessed you are.

What the hell.

Stop acting as if you cared.

You're nt in the position to say anything.

Am i really tt pathetic, to think tt i need your help?

I'm in the least interested to know about anything.

I was so glad. But nv did i think tt it was a dream created by you.

Utterly disappointed.

Kinda don't like the previous blogskin.
Getting sick of that skin. Wondered why. Hahas.
I knew it so i got saved my old blogskin.
I just liked green colour. (=
Maybe after 'O' levels then i'll find a nicer one. Hees.
Alright. Gonna get prepared and go library le.
Anyway, nth much to blog yesterday.
Guys take care.
Bye bye. (^.-)


HAO LEI O.
Chemistry paper 1&2 todae.
ARgh. Running nose. Recently once step into the hall, like got bacteria sia. Haha.
Still as tired as yesterday. Haiyo.
After papers, went cwp eat. Hungry leh. Hees.
After that, chit-chatted for some time. Walked walked around cwp.
Help mummy buy medicines. Cashier gave me wrong change. =.=
Go chamelon buy rubber bands, cashier don't want gif me back change. -_-"'
Why today all don't want gif me change sia. Lols..
Oh man, we realised the time is still early.
Within a while, we walked finished the whole cwp.
Simply too bored. Haha.
About 2 plus headed home.
When going down to interchange, got one lady walking mah. She using phone nv see where she going. Then SHE tripped ON MY FOOT. Still make tt stupid sound. I hate to hear tt man.
Still stared very hard at me. What the hell man. Uncivilised people!
Hey come on...is she nv see where going lor. Is she ownself tripped on my foot lor.
GRRR. Nvm. WO REN. Hahas.
Then, reached hm le, brought biao mei to buy some things.
The weather so hot man.
Sian diao la. My grandmother want me later 5 plus go fetch my biao di from kindergarden.
Today i like baby sitter like tt. Lols.
Yawns..

38 DAYS



Don't feel like blogging yesterday. Anyway there's nth much to blog also. Hahas.
I'm so tired now. My head so heavy now. Lols.
Haven't study my chemistry yet.
Actually this whole weekdays wanna go library de. but due to some reasons so nv go le.
SIAN! I really can't wait for all the exams to be over. Haha.
TIRED TIRED TIRED!
Hmmm, today's biology papers was like..erm.. GONE CASE.
While doing the paper, so damn sleepy. I mean paper 1. I wanted to doze off sia.
I can't wait for the paper to end man.
Anyway, what's done has been done. I shall not broad over it le.
Gonna concentrate on the rest of the subjects!
Yeah! Tml is again friday! I just love fridays!
Hees. Everyone take care!~ [[=
Although now is examination period, but everybody should set some time aside to rest and relax k. Hees.


)=

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Damn moody today.

Sry ppl.

I really don't feel like talking nor smiling.

Seriously no mood.

I'm surprised alright.

I don't know how to react to tt expression of yours.

You're cool okay.

Mersmerizing. (=

Yesterday night about 3 plus suddenly woke up.

I thought it's already 5 plus.

But..it's still very early.

Couldn't get back to sleep.

I'm nt feeling well. As in emtionally..mentally..

All i can do was to wait for the alarm clock to ring..and tt's 5.40am.

The night was so quiet.

Many thoughts crossed my mind..

WO HAI SHI KAI BU LIAO KOU.

Just a short post for today. (=
SS Preliminary paper. Oh man, the chapter on merger between singapore and malaysia came out! Haha. This paper has given me a chance to use my right brain. Hmmm, know why? Cause i have to use my creativity to write out nonsense. Lols. God bless man.
The weather is cold man. It's gonna rain again.
Went home after going cwp for a while.
Wondered what's wrong with me today. Kept stoning. Restless.
Right now, i'm going to do revision for my E maths. And later i shall revise my Geography. There's tonnes of things for me to memorise! )=
WORK HARD PEOPLE!
Love.

Yesterday night sent a message to Xiao Gu. [[: Although she today then replied me but i'm exhilarated. I missed her lots! Hope this end of year can get to see her. I really missed her very much. ]: I missed everyone there. Arghh.


PAST is not equal to FUTURE.


Hmmm, went to mac to study.
Managed to memorise. Hope tml i won't forget what i've rmb and also hope the chapters tt i read will be tested! Good luck to me man! Hees.
I feel that ss is actually nt difficult to understand and memorise. Haha. Think it's because of adam's khoo workshop bah.
Eh, spent some time DAYDREAMING and RESTING. It gd okay. HAHA. Cause i get to use my right brain. (: Study 2 hrs and rest for 1/2 & hr. That's what adam's khoo had mentioned. Haha.
About 8 plus headed home.
Erm, cold day~ Nv bring my jacket to mac. Moreover it's raining AGAIN.
Guessed tonight i'll sleep soundly. (=
Actually there's nth much to blog. So, i'm just blogging craps.
I'm real worried for all my papers. Argh.


Dominate: have a commanding influence over; be most influential or conspicious in;
tower over.

Oh man, i still don't understand the meaning of this word although i've checked the dict.

Argh. Heck care le. Gonna read through ss again le. Haha.
Everyone rest early and take care orh! It's a crucial period of time so..cannot get sick nehx. [[:


Time is running short. =X
Hmmm, i wanna add on something.
At the appreciation ceremony, i really admired each and everyone who went up to the mic and said the things they really wanna say. Be it regrets, sorries or anything...i truthfully admired them. (= Yea, it really takes alot of courage. But i just don't have the courage.
I do hug my mum but i don't hug my dad.
Sometimes i do hug my friends.
Hmmm, it's a great feeling to be hugged and i believed you'll feel the warm when you're being hugged.
Hee. A warmth feeling. [:
No matter what, right now we should work hard!
44 more days to 'O's.
Gambatte everyone!
Thanks everyone for stepping into my life..encouraging me...standing by my side. (=
But after this workshop, i don't think my impressions towards my dad have changed.
I really don't know why.
Sometimes i do show him attitude.
Most of the time my dad talks to me, i replied him reluctantly.
I'm so angry at him. Because of the things he did.
He goes to Kranji about 4 times/week. And u know what tt kind of place is.
A place for ppl to bet on horses. And tt's called gambling.
Some people goes there for fun only. But not him.
I hate to see ppl gambling and smoking. Luckily he nv smoke.
He seldom spend time with us.
He comes home late no matter how many times we tell him to come home early.
I don't like the way he treats my mum.
The way he talks to her.
The attitude he gave to her.
The way he treated her.
He upsets her.
I really hate it man.
And that's why i became very protective towards my mum.
I always told myself no matter what, i won't let anything or anyone harm her.
I rmb that last year i had the worst Chinese New Year of all. They quarrelled right on the 1st day of CNY. I saw my dad pointing his finger right at my mum's forehead.
I saw him shouting at my mum. I saw him pushing my mum.
I became the mediator.
It was my dad's fault. He rather spend time with his friend and left my mum along outside. What the...He always spare thoughts for others but nt us..his family.It's CNY. )=
This year wasn't any better.
There's many more things which happened.
After all these..i became very cold towards him.
This is the first time i blogged all these things.
I just have the sudden urge.
I'm so confused. How i should treat him?
Yes, no matter what he's my father..But...
I really don't know what to do..
Last time i'm very worried my brother might see all these thing i've blogged.
But now..who cares,this is my blog.
Anyone who's reading this right now must have feel that i'm very bad right?
I think i'm a bad girl. )=
But honestly...whenever i saw dad and mum talking just with a louder voice, i'm scared that they'll quarrel. I'm worried they might raise their voice. Who knows...
Without him,i would nt be in this world. But...I simply don't like the things he does.

No matter what, i loved him and my mum and everyone else who have appeared in my life. Really thanks for being there for me. Thanks for making my life more colourful.
Thanks for everything. I simply love you all. (=









Hmmm,yesterday my brother bullied me. I used laptop he took away my chair. Made me stood for about 1 hours plus. I was reluctant to take another chair. So i rather i stand...I just want to show him how stubborn i am. Bleahx. The moment we talk to each other, we'll argue. Argh.
No no..should be..when i talk to him, he nv replies me properly. As if i owe him money like that.He nagged and scolded me. The last few words he had said was hurting my pride. )= Big idiot he is. I am seriously hurt. Forget it man. I just kept quiet.
Was not feeling well since yesterday in AVA. Flu. Sore throat.
Today's weather was quite cooling because of the rain. But i think it's cold alright. Haha.On the way back home, it's still drizzling. Hmmm, btw..many people was absent from sch today.
This morning i could hardly open my eyes. My eyelids were so heavy man. Haha.
A typical friday. Lessons seem to end fast. Most of us looked so tired.
Exhausted. Hmmm, how i wished i could sleep till night but i can't.
I have to push myself forward no matter what.
New Zealand or South Korea or China...wait for me please. (=
High motivational level. I MUST maintain this level! JIA YOU mengzhen. [:
Oh ya, my physics had improved by 3 marks. Darn happy you know. Hees.
Hmmm, it's time for me to do some revision le.
Anyone please call me out for study k.
I can't really concentrate well at home. That's the sad thing.
So many distractions. And i MUST learnt to control. [:

I shall take 100% responsibilty of my life.
Now then i know that "BELIEF" is such a important factor in everyone's life.
No matter what, please believe in yourself.
((:


Actually i'm really ashamed of myself.
What the hell have i am being doing all this while?
I agreed with what some of them had said.
Till now, i don't really know what my goal is.
The trainer told us to set goals...alright. I set.
But i was not serious. I thought to myself,"Aiya...so what if i set le?"
I just set it for the sake. But i'm seriously wrong. I shouldn't have thought tt way.
I saw my mistakes.
During this appreciation ceremony of the workshop, many thoughts and questions crossed my mind.When one of the student talked on the mic, i feel tt all the things she said is the same as my fellings. So sad man. )= I feel so bad.
But from this ceremony, i understood lots of things.
No matter what you do, what results you want to get...it's all up to you.
Nobody can affect your decision. It's whether you want or not.
And from this ceremony,i also can see tt...
All of us are not cold-blooded people. We do have feelings..emotions.
Sometimes we just don't know how to express them out.
Seriously, i really don't know what to say le. There is simply too much things in my mind right now. I think i'm motivated. Lols. [[:
Hmm, we thanked our teachers. Yes,i did. I thanked Mr J. Even myself thinks it's unbelievable. I hugged Ms Judith so tightly..and my tears just rolled down without me knowing. Thanks.
Hope this motivational strength stays in me for all of my life. (=
And lastly, i wanna tell all the 5N people...we 4E have never look down on you guys before. [=
All of us are taking 'O' levels together this year, we shall encourage and work hard together, alright. *Smiles*
Sorry mum, i let you down.
And i wanna say, the motivational speakers were great..
Melvin, Adam, Wayne, Gary and nt forgetting Eugene. (=


Hmm, AVA was more cold than yest. *FREEZE*
I was right under the air-con. Superbly cold cold cold.
Btw..todays workshop was erm...
I really don't know how to describe.
There were laughters but there were also tears.
This is what i can say. Haha.

"Let's hold on together"
I'll rmb the hugs we gave one another in the AVA.
I feel the warmth from each and one of you.. (=
After hearing so many true stories from Melvin..i realised we're a batch of fortunate people. Hmmm, yup. We should complain less..
Hmmm,lots of things i regretted...lots of sorries...my new promises...how much i loved myself...I WROTE them down. I really sat down and think.And i realised that was so much. Melvin asked us to write them down. And also must write a letter to either one of my parents or both.
Even if i write le, i won't have the courage to give them. I'm just shy okay. Hahas.
I cannot hate the things they do nor hate them and i will not hate them. [:

And this is my edited post for today. It's indeed my CHOICE. I can don't edit. It's up to me to decide. But i chose to edit. Like what someone says..." After the Adam's Khoo workshop, you looked back and you'll feel the impact." Hahas. Perhaps i will feel the impact. (= Thanks for telling me this.

Life is precious...
Never take things for granted...
You'll never know when your loved ones will leave you.

47 DAYS...


Attended the Adam's Khoo workshop. Hmmm, there were 4 trainers today. They are Gary, Adam Khoo, Melvin and another guy(Bear :P). I don't know how to spell his name. Haha. They are all humorous people. (= Erm...Gary likes to act cute huh and i think he's 3-dimensional lame. =.= Haha. Melvin was funny too. Omg, sweetie16!...BTH him ar.. Interesting stories they have shared with us. Adam Khoo also shared with us his life experiences and a lot more. Hees. Almost laughed out my front tooth. I think overall it's quite intersting for day 1. I have learnt few things. And,they seems to understand nowadays' teenagers. Alright, wondered when will i post again. But it's quite tiring and in the AVA room, it's damn cold. *SHIVERING* Today will be a short post bah. I'm real exhausted now. Nights. [[:

BELIEFS =)
The ultimate choice.

48 days...

StandAPlaceInYourHeart..

=) Today Prelim eng papers wor. Nervous sia..from yest. night. Haha. Prelim leh, no play play. [: Overall okay bah. Hope can pass. Hees. But one very irritating thing is that hoh...the fan kept blowing my paper away..and also my hair. In a mess. =.= Darn irritated by it. Feel like plucking it down but too bad..i don't have tt ability. Haha. Anyway thx ms judith. She gave us gals each a hair clip. (= After the paper got the briefing for the Adam's Khoo Workshop from 12th sept to 14 sept. Hope it would not a waste of time. But like tt no time to study sia. Sigh sigh sigh. )=
RAINING HEAVILY RIGHT NOW. I loved this kind of rainy days. [[: Hmmm, wondered why also...Haha.
Argh. The msn is giving me problems again. =.= Long time no online chat chat le. ):
Gonna take a short rest before mugging le. Jia you! *YAWNSSSS*



Wondered why this morning i woke up le but whole person still feel very restless.
I was searching my english file, e-maths and a-maths file. But i couldn't find any of that. ARGHHH. I cracked my brain but i still could not remember where are they. Definitely not at home...but i think also nt in sch. Shit. Haha. I need the English file urgently. Coz tml will be my english prelim paper le. HOW!? So, i called cas. Had my lunch at 304 with my family and right after that i went to the lib to find pc and ky first. Haiyo..i waited for that stupid bus for such a long time man. And the weather was darn hot lor. Was feeling so frustrated and impatient. Finally the bus came..oh no no. THERE WERE TWO BUSES TT CAME AT THE SAME TIME. =.= I remained calm.
Hahas. When i reached the lib, sian diao. Coz there were again two strangers sitting beside them. -_-"' Where am i gonna sit? So ky being a gentleman, took an extra chair and sat down there. Sry ky...i bullied u. Lols. After cas came, she and i went to sit at a corner on the fourth floor but very noisy sia. After that wanted to book project rm but got ppl le. Lastly, ky and pc left and so we took their seats. The couple( the two strangers) went dating for so long sia. Hai ppl cannot sit there. =.=
Lols. After they came back, we communicate through a piece of foolscap. Crapping.
:D At about 6, hungry wor. Hmmm, we couldn't decide where to eat. Hahas. So cas took out her "DICE" (eraser) and throw. And final decision is Yoshinoya. (= Headed home after that... That's about all le. Eh, all the best and good luck for those taking Prelims! GAMBATTE! And pray hard. Hees.


When will i get the chance to see this again?



OH... "I FAINTED!" :D


Woke up very early this morning. Hmmm, had my breakfast and slacked. Hahas. About 1 plus headed to mac near my house...to study. I brought along my geo again. Hee. Was nt concentrating very well but i still managed to READ through about two chapters. If i memorise the notes now, i'm worried tt when it comes to the exam, i will forget the points. Hahas. So might as well read through first. Likes to doodle on the books..Hahas. How sia...worried for my A-maths. I don't even know how to do two questions. )= About 5 plus left mac le. (= And went home to have dinner.
Don't have much appetite again. Think is bcoz of the two ulcers bah. But there's my favourite steamed fish. Yummy! Lols. After dinner, went cwp with family. Mum wanted to buy hp and so have to take queue no. and wait for our turn. Sian...have to wait. Bored la. Haiyo. After that walked walked a while and i was already like half dead lor. Haha. I was rushing my mum to go home as soon as poosible. She said give her 10 minutes. Lol. Feel like vomiting..tired too. But they still very slow lor... =.= Still go cold storage buy things..and carried a big watermelon home. Haha. And finally...take bus home. =) Here i am. Hees. Hmmm, tml sunday liao wor. What am i going to do leh? A-maths? English? Eh, tml then say bah. Hahas. For now, i gonna eat my watermelon liao! =)
Eh, i have just changed my blogskin! Hees. I loved the pic. SO SWEET! ((=

Will there be anymore xxxxxxx? I wondered...



*I WANT THAT STAR*

Woots`~
So fast friday liao wor. Hahas. Hmmm, today as usual went to the lib to study. Studied geography. *zzzz* :D Think today will be the last day for the week to go lib study le. Sch re-opening soon le and Eng Prelim Papers start right after tt. Hais. So sway sia, went lib only for a while and my hp de batt goes flat. =.= Sry for the late replies i made to those who msg me. Eh,Shirley and pearlyne went off earlier to cwp. Left joanne and me.
We left the project room in a rush. Lols. Cause of someone. =) Then left the lib at abt 6 plus.
Then, sway sway saw tt someone we've have gossiping abt. Lols. Faster siam ar...
Hees. Then went to find shirley and pearlyne. They at Time-Zone. Hahas. After some time then headed home le. Hmmm, bus so squeezy sia. On the way home, the sky started to rain.Oh man, i have to walk that eerie carpark again as shelter. So dark...grr. Hate it. Hahas. And so i decided not to walk tt way. No choice, withstand a bit of rain. Luckily it's drizzling only. Hahas. Then walked into the lift. OMG, got two crockcroaches inside it...crawling around. -_-"' So i just bear with it..act as if i nt scared of them lor. Cause got one person taking same lift as me. Not possible i jump up and down right? LOL. And finally home sweet home... ((=

Argh...my two ulcers are killing me!! So pain~
Oh ya, i have just removed my blog de song le. )=
Wanted to find a beautiful blogskin. Haa. But still cannot find. Haiyo...

I HAD BETTER STOP MY DAY-DREAMING. [:

I feel so pressurized because of you all. Can your just spare a thought for me?
All i want is to achieve good results. I'm sure if i achieved that, you all would be happy for me right? So...can your just let me be...i just want to concentrate. )=



The Closer I Get To You
MYMP

The closer I get To You
The more you'll make me see
By giving me all you got
Your love has captured me
Over and over again I try to tell myself that
We could never be more than friends
And all the while inside
I knew it was real
The way you make me feel
Lying here in your arms
Time just seems to fly
Needing you more and more
Let's give love a try
Sweeter than sweeter love grows
And heavens there for those
Who fool the tricks of time
With hearts of love define
True love In a special way
The closer I get to you
The more you make me see
By giving you all I've got
Your love has captured me
Over and over again
I try to tell myself that
we could never be more than friends
And all the while inside
I knew it was real
The way you make me feel
closer I get to you
closer I get to you




Hahas. I tried this quiz after i read ben ho's blog.
This is what it says about me, "20% are cooler, and 80% are more of a loser than you.
What does this mean? Definitely not a loser - You're cool by us. "
Yea...so i'm not a total loser. (=

Oh, went back to school for A Maths Mock exam paper 2. I think it's easier than paper 1 bah. It ended at about 11.10am.
Went straight to IT resource room which is at the fourth floor for SS lesson after that. Ms chee treated us packet drinks. We received notes again. Hee. About 12 plus ended le. Hee.
Then...go vival and have lunch. Ms chee joined us. (=
She brought us to her home after that.There were about 13 of us who went. It's at yew tee. I think it's called condominium bah...hahas.
The moment we stepped in, we saw two big swimming pools. Wow. Wonderful environment. Haha. She treated us mac drinks and fries. So nice of her..Thanks ms chee. [[: We sat down at the benches near the swimming pool and chatted for some time. Lol. See the swimming pool so nice..cannot don't play with the water right. Haha. So..took off our shoes and we [noris,wee,wei,vivien and me] stepped into the cooling water of the 0.5m pool. Cool~ :D It's 0.5m only. Hahas..anyway i don't know how to swim.
After some time, ms chee brought us to her home. "SMALL" lor..haha. It's comforting and warm alright. Hee. Warm as in very comfortable la. (= Everything looked new. The funitures...and everything. Beautiful home. [= Then, all of us sat down and we started to chat again. Hmmm, nice feeling. Its like all my troubles were gone. Hehe. Don't feel like leaving sia. But no choice..have to. Lols. At about 3 plus, we left.
Then go cwp...walked a while. Headed home after that. Really hope will have another chance to go ms chee's house. Heh heh. Hmmm, that's about all le. Happy day. (=
Happy birthday to ting!`* :D
MYMP rawks!~ Hees. Love the songs...





Seriously bored man. So about 2+ pm went to library to find joanne,pearlyne and shirley. Hahas. They booked the project room at level 2. I brought along my A maths Textbook. But didn't study much. Haha. Too much temptations and distractions. Saw my classmates. (=
After we left the library, we went to take neo-prints. Haha. Fun.
Then...go time-zone to catch the tweety bird and other soft toys. ALMOST successful lor! We were like so nervous! Screaming like hell...HAHA. Haiyo...then in the end still didn't manage to catch one. ARGH. Hahas. Then the three of them played the drum thingy. I just stood there and watched. Funny leh. Hee. Headed home after that. Saw net at the interchange. Hmmm, she had made a decision le. Perhaps i should find some time, sit down and think carefully le. There's seriously not enough time le. )= It's raining now.

SICK )=
First day of holiday and i'm sick! Arghhhh.


















Oh man...the cake was so difficult to cut. Lol..
Woots!~ Two birthday girls making wishes. **


All these photos were taken on last saturday, 2nd september. Celebrate their birthday in advance. We went to bugis. Hmmm, about ten of us. Hee. As per normal, we took neo-prints. (=


Today my nose is nt in agreement with me. Kept giving me trouble. Lol...Arghh



Don't you think it looked so lonely? How sad right? Meow~~

Sometimes i really wished i can go back to the life where i'm just a baby. No troubles...no worries...JUST INNOCENCE. All you received are love, care and concern. Everyone dotes on you. Haha. Isn't that wonderful? But too bad...there's no way i can go back to the life in the past.


Went library to study. That's what i does for 3/4 of the day. Simply lifeless right. Haa.
Hmmm, i think most of the people studying at in the library are sec 4s and 5s. Stressed.
I have nothing much to blog and i also don't know what to blog le...
What to do nehx?
I really don't know what to do le.
CRAPS. haa.

ON THE BUS:
Today when i took 912...i saw an old old de uncle. He was standing near me. I think he's quite old le. And..i can see that his hand was trembling terribly. You will never know he might fall down the next sec.. I was thinking to myself.."why no one gave up the seat to him?" Alright.There's nth much i can do.Then, a little boy about primary three or four like that, boarded the bus. The bus was like quite unstable and squeezy...at this point of time...the old uncle HELD ON to the little boy TIGHTLY ALTHOUGH he(old uncle) almost fell down. But the little boy was like trying to get away from him. I think that's bcoz the old uncle suddenly grabbed him and was frightened by him(old uncle) bah. The old uncle was trying to prevent the little boy from falling. After some time, there were two empty seats..The old uncle immediately led the boy to one of the seats. The old uncle was still standing... Hmmm, many thoughts crossed my mind...I can sense the LONELINESS of the old uncle. Throughout the whole journey on the bus till i alighted, i was observing them. Haha. And i feel so relieved. Cause i finally alighted that squeezy bus. Lols.



Feeling quite MOODY this few days.

)=

Can someone just cheer me up?


You're hurting me. )=


UPDATES:

Whahahax...although cannot concentrate well but i still managed to do few questions of A maths Qn. (=
Will be going out tml.
For now, i'm gonna do sit-ups. Byebye.




Woke up at about 8am. Washed up...ate breakfast. Then helped my biao di "pom pom". (= Actually wanna go study but in the end nv go le. ]: While taking my bag from cupboard, almost fall down from the high place.
At about 12 plus,went to causeway point alone. Saw a weird weird de uncle at the lift there. Then i don't dare to take same lift with him le. Saw apple at the bus stop too. Lol. The moment i stepped inside cwp, i saw few familiar faces. Then went to popular. Saw yu ling and her brother at mini toons. Hee. Then on the way to B1, saw those familiar faces again bcoz they've been standing at the same spot. Lol. Searched for something but couldn't find it. Hmmm, then went to library to register as a member. So might as well borrowed a book since i'm there liao. Managed to find a book. Looks quite interesting..haha..don't know whether nice to read not. Then...go back cwp again to buy the CD. (= Hope she will like it. Saw many weird weird de ppl today. Lols. Just reached home not long ago. Hais. So bored. Later maybe will do few A maths questions bah.

Yesterday took bus home mah, then there's these three person sitting in front of me...Then they see see at me, point here point there..say say say...Don't know what they saying la..but must be speaking bad words of me. Think they gossiping about my hand bah. Hmmm, nv see ppl scald there hand leaving scars before ar? Stupid...Only know how to say ppl. I see liao so angry lor. ARGH. I just feel like taking something big to cover my hand...)=

Oh ya, just down right under my block there..got one uncle playing golf! Dots...playing golf at this kind of place? Like that still nvm leh, he even talked on the hp. But nt like how we talked...he shouted to the phone..haha. Playing the golf and talking on the phone. Oh man...what a weird person. Lols. I was like " EH...uncle...are u sot?"..so lame lor. I nv laugh lor cause i bear with it. If nt later ppl thought i sot sot, laugh to myself ar. Haha.

In the pace of life, i wished to share the experience with you. (=


)=

MENG
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