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Wednesday, February 25, 2009 6:54 PM

Rainbows

Today, I'm happy bcos....

1. My exams are over and I know how to do most of the questions! A load off my shoulder.
2. On the way home, a kind-hearted lady shared her umbrella with me when she saw me walking under the rain. In total, I said to her 3 times of thank you. Ha ha.
3. I just saw a rainbow! Then I realised there's actually 2!! They have been there for quite some time :D I'm in high spirit now! They cheered me up. (=

Take a closer look, there's actually two! [Left: Clearer one; right: unclear one]

[: Feeling much much better as compared to last two days...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 3:06 PM

昨晚我看到妈妈这样我的心痛得快要死掉了
第一次看到她这样我真的很难受
为什么每一次都是这种时候这样
在我要考试之前在我快要出国之前事情总是这样
我怎么专心的考试我要怎么安心的出国你们要我怎么办我的压力也很大
还是外婆比较了解我她知道我什么也没说但心里其实有很多想法
我也很累了累得快喘不过气了

我真的很讨厌遇到这种情况
如果我不在那该多好最起码我不知道就不会难过
因为不知道所以不会烦恼不会哭泣什么都不会
可是往往事情发生时我都在
而我又无能为力

每一次都把事情搞大
为什么就不能一人让一步？

今天一直在下雨天好像在为我哭泣。。。

Monday, February 23, 2009 2:54 PM

I don't like exams ):

One more paper to go! AZA AZA H'WAITING! GAMBATTE! JIA YOU! LOL... I'm so bored, sleepy & TROUBLEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

I can't wait to go WUHAN. Then no need to think about all those stuffs already. I won't feel sad/bothered when I don't know about it.

Hopefully it would be a good chance for me to really RELAX.

SIGHHHHH.

Money makes the world go round? Anyone agrees/disagrees?

Saturday, February 21, 2009 1:14 PM

Euanston

Fur Elise. A piece written to a girl called Elise by Ludwig Van Beethoven. Currently practising on this piece. [:

*Steph's checklist for OIP like so many things! Haa, I'm kind of worried that I might not be able to get some stuffs that I need. =/

COREA (PAST)

大长今拍摄地点

冬季恋歌拍摄地点

秋天的童话拍摄地点

SNOW... The first time I have seen it. Hope next time I would have the chance to really experience snowing.

Visa, remember the hair clips that we bought at Lotte World? Are they still with you? Mine is still well kept in my hair accessories box. Hehe..

I miss COREA!

I still remembered how clumsy we were when we wore so many thick winter clothings.

I still remembered Visa worrying about being lacking in fibre. Aha...

I still remembered Jus's gloves dropped into the toilet bcos of my clumsiness. Felt so guilty & paiseh. *laughs*

I miss the fun that we all had... :(

Not forgetting about THAILAND too! Lots of fun & I really enjoyed with my fellow classmates & others. But I'm quite lazy to upload Thailand photos bcos the photo sizes are much bigger. Ha ha. Last time when I went Corea, the quality of my photos were not that good as compared to now. Bcos Camera lousier. Not that the current camera produces high quality photos but at least better.

I can't get to sleep now bcos I drank coffee in the afternoon =.=

Hai hai, tmr have to really study already if not I think I'll do quite badly for my exams. I'm worried! Words are easier to say as compared to actions. Lol.

Thursday, February 19, 2009 5:53 PM

I don't know why but I JUST CANNOT CONCENTRATE! ARGHH. I really hate being in this state of mind.
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I guessed this is the only place where I can vent out my anger. Not all, but at least part of it. That's why recently I have been posting quite often.

Seriously, I miss my brother. 8 months of training. Wishing him all the best.

Suddenly miss this song. Such a old song but it's always one of my favourites. So emotional~~ ):
Autumn In My Heart is the first Korean Drama that I have watched. A very touching & romantic one.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 8:30 PM

Hwang Seung Heon :)

No Title=Got Title :P

Yesterday was a TIRING DAY bcos of someone & someone. HA HA HA! Luckily today nv whole body ache if not I'm going to post entries on that for consecutive days.
I have learnt my lesson. How about you guys? =P

Anyway, later I'm going to Ping Chie's house to study later. It's at hougang. So, I was wondering whether his house is near Cas's house? If not, I can go find her too! (:

SHIT, I realised time is running out!!! But still no sense of emergency yet leh. Hehe. HAI HAI HAI. HOW CAN...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 9:33 PM

请你们不要把我妈当摇钱树
一个两个都这样只会嘴上说但行动根本没有证明什么
为什么都这样根本没有人能体谅我们
我妈因为你们压力很大快崩溃了
她没有那个责任也没有那个必要去照顾你们
为你们做了那么多到头来也没有人领情也没有人说声谢谢
你们以为我们在这里生活很舒服吗
一个两个都这么可恶
再这样下去我可能会讨厌你们

Monday, February 16, 2009 3:46 PM

I Just Want to Complain.

I'm drenched now! Ha ha, quite a comfortable feeling because recently the weather has been rather humid and it's been a long time since I walk in the rain. Anyway, now brother is not at home, it's my turn to handle some "admin" stuffs. Lols. He is in the mid of passing out.

Bought bubble teas for grandparents and cousin. (:

Did revision for SQC tutorial 5. I'm glad that I managed to clear my doubts. I don't know how to get started with my OMP revision! Gonna take a short break first. I'm going to play my piano. I realised it does helps me to relax.

I just want to complain. Just let me be.
I was feeling quite disappointed yesterday. It's always about the same thing. The trust in you faded, we're lacking in communication and you seems to be hiding some stuffs from us? I don't know. BUT why are you so uptight whenever ppl want to take look at your hp?
I can understand why you don't like to stay at home. But why can't you just bear with it? What do you take us for? What do you take this home for? Hostel? You can don't say anything. You can just watch your tv. All we want is, you to be by our side. That's all. Can you just do it for the sake of us? We don't expect much from you bcos we know we can't expect much from you. Please, if you're not going to change, I don't know what's going to happen in the future.

Partly bcos of you, I feel heavyhearted & lonely. You made me cried so many times. You caused her to be so miserable. I know brother is also very stressed up about it but he kept to himself. Now that brother is not at home, I'm feeling even more lonely. I'm too dependent on him. I'm trying my best to change.

I think the only person I can trust is mum. No one else, except her.
Many don't mean what they say. They are just pretenders who wear appalling masks.

Sighh. When I go Wuhan, grandmother is going back to China too and my brother is not at home... the house would be so quiet. I'm kind of worried that mum will be left alone at home.

Don't dare and don't really want to think about it but thoughts are just beyond my control.

Sunday, February 15, 2009 12:42 PM

Jack's Place

Secretly took a photo of brother. Shhhh :P

he reminds me of you...

心血来潮 (FINGERS)

I remembered this was taught by my lower secondary art teacher. Yesterday I suddenly have the urge to draw. Thus, I torn a piece of art paper from the drawing block that has been kept in my bookshelf for centuries and also a 2B pencil. And I started to sketch on the paper and TADA! HERE'S MY ART PIECE =D

Friday, February 13, 2009 6:41 PM

It's time for a short break before I really get on with the revision of my exams. Feeling kind of relaxed now :]
Watched "Boys Before Flowers" & did blog-hoppings.
Brother will be back today. Training seems tough but I believed that he'll hang on there. Hee hee. I'm really glad that he pursued his dream.

Might be going for jogging tomorrow! (=

Thursday, February 12, 2009 6:22 PM

I'M NOW REVISING FOR TOMORROW'S MGCN TEST. VERY SIAN!! Hai hai, I shall hang on there. Last test for year 2. Followed by 2 exams :/ And here comes my holiday! Can't wait to go overseas ;D

I miss my oppa ):

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 8:58 PM

Feeling Good

Just a minute ago, brother called back! Happy :] I think he should be doing fine. Hehe. He told me today he just cut botak! AHAHAHA! Damny funny, I cannot imagine brother with botak. I'm looking forward to see him this friday night. =P

Anyway, I'm feeling a bit relaxed now bcos IMS project 2 presentation is over and we have finished MGCN Lab Report! IMS presentation was pretty successful. Yooooo hooooooo!

나는 한국을 가진 사랑에서 이다!

Monday, February 09, 2009 10:35 PM

Wooooooooooo Hoooooooooooooooooo ;]

0.33-0.29 = A
3000/0.29 = B
B * A = (:

Kind of looking forward to IMS presentation? Hope it would be interesting especially the movie part. Hee hee..

Anyway, brother came to fetch me from school right after IMS project discussion. He accompanied me to see doctor. Doctor said the reason why my eyes are swollened might be due to poor immune system. He even said it's weird. Lol. Hopefully eating the medicines will help.

Tmr brother is going in for his police force training. Kinda sad. I think I'm gonna miss him. Ha ha. But luckily he'll be back on weekends!

Hmmm, these few days he's like in high spirit? Then just now still gave me kinokuniya gift vouchers! Yoo hoo... then I can get magazines from there. :D He also promised to get me a ipod touch next weekend! Yeah yeah!! Brother, you're the BEST! Lol. Eh, what else.. Let me think. Seems like after exam I have to get lots of stuff? Busy busy^^

Sunday, February 08, 2009 11:34 AM

Project day

Yesterday went to school early in the morning for the OIP pre-trip meeting. It ended at around 12 plus. After which, we headed to the library to do our IMS. SIAN! Luckily, we were productive! Ha ha. Managed to complete 80 % of the project. The process of making the movie via the windows movie maker was hilarious. Steph as the main narrator and I being the assistant narrator. Lol. Did the project till 6 plus like that. Hmmm, as for the 20 %... hehehe, today we shall see how then. ;]

Then, after project headed to parents' workplace to see the baby! His ah ma brought him down. Ha ha, long time nv see him already. He has grown up so much. KAWAII !

MUACKSSSS

LOL, my mum took my unglam photo =.= I'm trying very hard to get him to take a photo with me.

"Boy boy, take photo with me okay? Pleaseeeeeeeeee"

"If you take with me, later I bring you go buy sweets okay?" He's hesitating.. Lol.

"Hmmm, okay bah, since got sweets I mian qiang take one with you then" YAY! Pheww, finally took one proper photo with him! I took so much effort to please him. (:

My left eye is hurting again. I don't know why recently keep happening leh. Hai. Kind of worried.

Anyway, recently I'm so engrossed into watching "Boys Before Flowers". In this drama, there's this handsome guy who plays a violin! He's so mesmerizing. ^^

Delayed of Photos

Thanks for the Hong Bao oh ;] Must eat more and take good care of yourself okay?

Hong Bao from mother-to-be cum aunite CASLIN! HA HA!

Met up with the girls on Weds. Had pastamania for dinner. As usual, our blur sotong cum MIA wei joined us later. Ha ha. Then, followed by photo-takings! (: Shall upload more photos if I managed to get them.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009 7:43 PM

I didn't take a nap at all as I was too engrossed in beautifying my wu han's blog layout! OMG, I managed to figure out on how to do so. HA HA HA! So happy that I edited it myself. Anyhow make also can! Yoo Hoooooooooooo :]

A load off my shoulder! PHEWWWWW!

TPM's so called presentation is finally over! Arghh, I seriously don't know what this module is about but I'm gleeful that we managed to complete our project. Hehehe. Once and for all, I can set my mind at ease.

Submitted IMS e-Learning Report today. It's like also finally.
Dictionary.com has really helped me alot! :D

OMP problem based is also completed. Howie is gonna print it. Woo Hoooooo! Thanks Howie :] Cheer up too!

This semester is really giving me a hard time. I hope next semester would be a great one. *Pray hard*

Anyway, just now my journey back home was bad bcos I forgot to top-up my Ez-link and I do not have coins with me! So what I did was to alight at the bus-stop nearby a 7-eleven store & bought a drink. Hai, for the sake of coins... STUPID me.

Didn't have a good sleep for many consecutive days! Seriously, my eyes made me looked like a panda. Yawns. . . My bed's calling me so I have to go now. BYE!

Sunday, February 01, 2009 2:30 AM

So called 75% completed ? :)

PHEWwww.
I'M SO SO D R A I N E D.
My neck is like going to break already. :/ It's aching badly man.

Turning in soon but I'm not sleepy at all. I don't know why I'm feeling so awake now. HA HA.
Good MORNING world!